M&M's Journey

Sundew Want List.

2012-01-11T06:43:00.000-08:00

I've listed my WAND LIST. *insert Harry Potter joke. If you have any of the listed sundew seeds below, contact me: cheng_mun92@hotmail.com

Yes, I have paypal.

D. Sessifolia
D. Hamiltonii
D. Dichotoma
D. Binata var Multifida
D. Oblanceolata
D. Neocaledonica
D. Ultramafica
D. sp Lantau
D. Prolifera
D. Schizandra
D. Brevifolia
D. Admirabilis
D. Venusta
D. Hybrida
D. Graomogolensis
D. Brevicornis
D. Petiolaris
D. Hybrida
D. Anglica

2012!

2011-12-31T21:49:00.001-08:00

Happy New Year!

CP Update

2011-12-16T00:47:00.000-08:00

Hey guys! STPM is over and here I am, finally free to do whatever I want without feeling guilty about it xD

And of course, I can finally focus on my plants 100%! Sadly, I am reminded of the fact that once I leave for University... That is, if I CAN go... I will have to leave my plants. And my parents refuse to care for them. ): What am I to do?! I kinda want more... I only have common sp., the rarer ones are expensive (once converted to MYR) but really really tempting... Moar moar moar...

At any rate, here's a picture of my grow area xD

By the way, I used a wide angle add-on lens for this photo. Thus, the elongation and weird dimension. Sadly, my sundews shrink in size due to my inability to provide them a higher humidity grow area. My garden area is very windy but it is the only place with adequate sunlight for them. Ooohhhh the pain! T_T

Sundews that I want:

D. Natalensis

D. Venusta

.... and most of the petiolaris complex sundews. And some of the South America's sundews. Really gorgeous sundews!

Carnivorous Plants; Just what ARE THEY?!

2011-10-23T05:25:00.000-07:00

Seriously. Just what is Carnivorous Plants? Do they eat people? Will if hurt if you poke it with your finger? Are they scary? No, no... DO THEY EAT US?!

Relax ladies and gentleman. Take a breather... First of all, they don't eat people. They eat ants. Insects. Anything that drops into their... "laps". You see, these plants evolved to ant-eating plants to survive in a nutrientless(?) environment! It's pretty much just like us swallowing supplement pills to supply our body of minerals/vitamins that our body can't produce by itself.

They have a few, special mechanisms that allows them to capture bugs which is then further categorized into different genus/family based on their prominent characteristics.

Nepenthes

First, we have Nepenthes AKA Monkeycups/Pitcher Plants. These guys are widely known by many as theplantwithanteatingcups. Sure, they are interesting that many CP-growers absolutely love them! (I love my sundews more ahem.)

Nepenthes Gracilis. Commonly found in Malaysia. Absolutely viney and grows all over the place.

Of course, there are lots of other species under the Nepenthes family which is further branched into sub species. Basically, it's a big family with lots of kids.

Nepenthes Kuchingensis. The cups are more rounded.

How to take care of Nepenthes?

First of all... Before we start... Call me SIFU! *crow cackling*

...Ahem. Anyway, these little critters love sunshine. (Sunshine~ My only sunshine~) But give them too much, they'll end up real red and grow smaller leaves. For the best BWH, give partial shade or indirect sunlight. Want bigger pitcher cups? Put them in a high humidity area, hopefully areas that are not that windy. From my personal experience, the more humid/less wind = bigger cups. I mean, that's what most growers would want their Nepenthes to grow, right?

What about water? Use RO water, rainwater, distilled water... Anything is okay as long as it's not hard water. This applies to all of the carnivorous plants. As for it's soil, use nutrientless soil that can hold lots of water. For example, sphagnum moss, perlite, coco peat... Really now! Go google these stuff!

How to propagate Nepenthes?

I highly recommend trying out the stem cutting. It's... too long. (Lazy me.) So here you go: CLICK HERE.

Drosera

Here comes my babyyyy! Usually known as sundews, these plants comes in many shapes and forms(Petiolaris complex, rosetted ones, pygmae ones, bla bla bla~) but it's essence is the very same; sticky glands on its leaves.

A close-up shoot of it's tentacle glands. Can I ever buy a macro lens this good?!

Any insects attracted to it will get tangled, unable to break free from its sticky glands and slowly... The leaf will coil up/roll up around it's food and slurp slurp slurp... DIGEST IT.

Poor guy.

Some of the many Sundew species you'll find in Malaysia:

Drosera Burmannii. A tropical, annual plant found in Malaysia. This one is a rosetted-shaped.

Drosera Indica. It's an annual, branching type of sundew that keeps going up,up and up.

How to take care of Drosera?

Lots of water. Amount of sunlight is dependant of species. But for most sundews, full sun is okay. Soil is preferrable sphagnum long-fibered moss. It's my favourite and does it's job well. For water, any water is okay as long as its not hard water. If you are in no position to use distilled water or RO water, tap water is fine but flush the soil (after you've been watering it with tap water a few times...) your sundew is growing in a few times with distilled water/RO water.

This is to flush away the deposited mineral from tap water. Some species (Drosera Adelae, for example...) are sensitive to humid acids in the soil and to show that, their growth point can show blackish stuff sticking onto it that inhibits further growth or the newly grown leaves will be deformed. You don't want that now, do you?

And remember to keep the soil wet! Really wet! To do this, you use the tray watering method. Put a tray underneath your sundew pots and make sure water is always there.

If you are worried about mosquito problems, just throw away the water on the tray and leave it to dry before refilling it again. Or simply just change the water. (A bit of a bother) I usually just throw the old water away, water my plants till the water flows out (This shows that the soil is holding too much water than it can. If the water does not flow out, it means the soil is very dry before you water it.) and leave it as it is.

Some species may need dormancy. Just what is dormancy? In my dictionary, (And to my understanding,) dormancy is a period of time where the plants goes to a state of hibernation. The leaves will wilt, leaving only its crown.(The only way to tell whether it died or hibernating.) Species from Western countries needs dormancy and they do this during winter season. If you do not give the plant it's ZZZ, it'll die. Like, wilt and leaving no crown. So make sure you let them sleep once a year to prolong its lifespan!

How do you do this? Google is your best friend... Yes, really. I have no experience in this sub-chapter of growing sundews yet. In fact, I've avoided species that needed dormancy. Too mafan!

How to propagate?

My favourite one. There are a few ways to do this; Leaf pulling, leaf cutting, root cutting, flowering stem cutting and seed germination.

Leaf Pulling - Some species such as D. Paradoxa need it's petiole together with a portion of its crown to propagate. Hold down your main plant and pull out the petiole gently. Then, lay the petiole on the soil or you can use the water method; drown/float it. Position the container that you lay/drown your pullings in a bright/well lit area.

Leaf Cutting - As the name suggests, you cut the leaf. Applies to most species, you only need the leaf and not stem. You can choose to cut the leaf wholly or simply cut it into sections before drowning it in water or laying it flat on the soil. Then place it in a bright area. Leave it for a few weeks and you'll see some plantlets growing out of your cuttings.

Root Cutting - Pretty much the same as the leaf counterpart, except that you do it to the root. It's a hundred percent fail-proof method. Cut them, lay them or drown them then burn them! Use this method only if the roots are thick.

Flowering stem cutting - So you cut the leaf, the roots and now... the stem! Drosera always flowers. I've tried this with D. Binata's and D. Paradoxa stem and it worked! You wait till it's rather tall and cut the stem into a few sections and proceed to drown them. Place your handicraft in a well-lit area!

*Remember to remove the "food" on the leaves else it'll grow mold and induces algae growth. (If you are using the water method.)
*Choose the older leaves with dew on them. Dewless leaves has less chances of growing plantlets.

Seed germination - So you bought the seeds from somewhere. You're elated. You could jump for joyyyy. But, seriously. How do you GERMINATE IT?! Okay this is for indoor only.

1. Choose your soil. Rinse the soil a few times to prevent mold. Mold can easily drown out your seedlings.
2. If using sphagnum, make sure to chop them up to prevent the seeds from falling into the gaps.
3. Sprinkle the seeds all over the top. You do this to prevent a bunch of sproutlings growing in a bunch. It's harder to separate them and some may not grow at all.
4. Use bottom watering method to keep the soil moist at all times. You can opt to use a mist sprayer to mist the top every once inawhile. It blows the algae/mold seeds away. *Dun ever cover with a lid! If boosts algae growth if there is no air circulation!
5. Have patience and wait! Freshly harvested seeds took me 2 weeks to germinate.
6. Once the sprouts are big enough to catch its first food, feed it. Else it would take months for it to grow to a mature plant.

Utricularia

What a weird sounding name. A tongue twister! This species is a bit different from other species. (Duh, that's why they are grouped into different categories!) Instead of the usual size of trappings, this one's a little small. Minute, to be exact. Also known as bladderworts, utricularia grows like weeds/algae and replenishes itself with small organisms... as small as protozoa. You can find them all over the world inhabiting aquatic areas or real wet and boggy soils.

It's a sea of U. Vulgaris! Dear Lord... "Vulgaris"?

These utrics don't only eat, they FLOWER! The flowers are a sight to behold. So far, I have U. Bifida that has yellow flowers just like this one and another unknown-yet-to-be-identified utric that has purple flowers. They grow like weeds! CP-growers that hates the brown-like soil uses utrics to cover it up. They spread very fast and it will look like a green lawn.

How to take care of Utricularia?

Give them lots of sun like any normal plants. Lots of water. In fact, drown them also no problem. Not much special care is needed, just lots of sun and water. Once they are established, they'll start to flower and when they do, they do it like a mad plant.

How to propagate?

You know what I'd do? Slice a portion of the utrics(Like how you slice a cake.) and dump it into the pot. It's that easy! Just like how you memorise Pizza Hut's number. 1300-88-2525~

*I have yet to type out Dionaea Muscipula, Sarracenia and Byblis sections. I'm feeling a bit lazy... TO BE EDITED in the future. If anything you wanna ask (hopefully about sundews.), leave a message at my chatbox.

Sundew Update

2011-10-17T01:57:00.000-07:00

What did I manage to propagate?

D. Binata
D. Intermedia
D. Paradoxa
D. Adelae

What did I manage to germinate?

D. Burmannii
D. Spatulata

Yay! My Intermedia propagated! Finally! I've been trying D. Spatulata too... But they have yet to sprout. Did I mention that my D. Adelae mother plant died? Sobs. I gave it a "leaf"cut trim and suddenly... A head popped out of it's stem! I quickly cut the remaining stem off and proceeded to interrogate that worm... It's blueish and have ugly strands just like a x1000 magnified chromosomes! Sigh. And I thought it died because of my incompetence ): Sob sob.

My D. Filiformis and D. Capensis which I think it's ssp. is Alba and D. Indica are showing very little progress ): Sure, they are geting healthy but not sudden burst of growth yet. Sad sad... But my D. Indica sprouted a flower stem! That's good cos the only way to multiply this baby is through seed germination only ):

But niway, as I do my daily checking, I realised that my Binata has grown beautifully! Nyeh nyeh.

Yup, it's looking something like this. But minus the extravagance by 50%.

My D. Adelae now looks something like this:

I don't have a beautiful clump like this yet but soon... SOON... Cos I already have propagated about 10+ of this baby! They are just waiting to be bigger and potted together with the others :)

How about my D. Intermedia "Cuba"? I only have about three of them at the moment but niway, they look like this:

Why am I only posting links and not my own pictures? Cos they are not ready yet for a photoshoot :) I ordered D. Rotundifolia and hopefully, get to prebook some new sundews and a new type of CP; byblis from Chau Yeong!

Yes I do! <3

四大天王

2011-10-08T01:09:00.000-07:00

.... Did I troll you with the title?

Anyway, here's a picture of my current desktop wallpaper. The pictures are taken and edited by me.

四大天王? Indeed...

New Plants! And updates!

2011-09-28T04:06:00.000-07:00

I got a few new plants from Chau Yeong! Correction, I bought them from him... They were so malnourished that I SIMPLY.MUST.SAVE.THEM! Didn't bother to add watermarks on them... Sooooo they are free to grab! Share the love <3!

Drosera Binata. The mother plant and the babies that I just planted into the pot... 2 months ago I believe. The size is still meh but I've realised that if you gave them more sunlight, the stems are thicker and stronger. The sunlight also brought out more red pigmentation from the sundews but in return, the sundews grow smaller or shorter, depending on the type of drosera it is. If less sunlight is given, the sundew will be greener, longer/taller but flimsier and weaker stems. The tentacles of the sundews are also less reddish and... whiter? Gosh what's the word for it. Less colourisation? Anyway, a happy sundew is a sundew bathed in sunlight! *Sundew=drosera.

Drosera Intermedia "Cuba". Actually, they were so starved of sunpower, the main plant wilted... and died.
Managed to salvage a few babies of it. This variant of Intermedia is really small. But cute <3

Nepenthes Gracilis! A nep commonly found in Malaysia...
Was only as tall as my palm when I received it. The power of love! <3

Drosera Adelae. The main plant finally grew it's own babies from its own roots!
Ironically, the baby plant is even healthier than the main...

An overall shot of all my plants. Well, this was taken before the new plants arrived...

Drosera Paradoxa. I thought it weird that there are new petioles sprouting out from the base...
Upon close inspection, it turns out to be a baby plant!
Apparently D. Paradoxas often clump at the base if conditions are favourable. (Yay)

Drosera Spatulata. It's shooting flower stalks like crazy!
When the seed pods are ready, I'll be harvesting like crazy too xD
Tch, I can't seem to get it to be super reddish...
Not the type of variant to have red pigmentation perhaps?

Dionaea Muscipula... Still that size but grown somewhat bigger.
It seems that the biggest a venus fly trap can grow is pretty much this size... Oh... (Disappointed)

Nepenthes Kuching~~nesis~~ensis. I mean Kuchingensis. Darn I mispelled it!
One of the new plants I got from Chau Yeong. Plant labels <3

Instead of the usual elongated pitcher cups, this one has a fairly oval, rounded shape.
It actually looks cute! <3

Sarracenia... Rubra ssp. Gulfensis. Or Leucophylla. Not sure.
These tubes growing from the crown functions the same as the nepenthes's pitcher cups.
These tubes can grow as high as ~~Jin Hwen~~ 100+cm ! (OMG don't kill me)
Urm... Around that height. This one is still a baby fledgling I guess...
He gave it to me as a bonus so I was like, oh okay.

Utricularia X! Never knew the sp. name and will never know...
Ran a google check just to find tons of utric sp. with yellow flowers. *poker face*
But anyway, THEY FLOWERED! That's what matters. I actually received another utric too.
Unknown sp. too but with purple flower... Also a bonus.
Sometimes I really love that guy HAHAHA xD

So you think those pots on the stools are the only plants I have?! ~~Think~~ See again! HAHAHA!
.... Actually, the very first plant from the right is the same Adelae you saw just now. *dodges rotten egg and vegetables* HEY! It's dying! It needs some ~~medical~~ away-from-the-sun treatment!

D. Indica, D.Paradoxa and... D. something... When I sowed the seeds, I didn't label them... I'm sorry... I'm sorry...
My Indica looks very sick. That is why it is at the sick/germinating bay. Will be slowly acclimating these babies so that one day, I can put it outside under the glaring sun!

D. Capensis And next to it, D. Filiformis... Why thou art so sick? I'll nurse you back to health!

D. Filiformis. .....? You ask, where is it? Why, those long, lifeless and thin strands are it's leaves!
Even I have trouble trying to pre-focus on it.
I wanted to do some leaf cutting propagation since I heard it's very easy but what leaves can I cut? DX
Oh why do you torture these cuties, ex-owner of these plants!

These are what my mum grows. And she says I grow weeds... Ahem.
And of course, these are her favourite babies among many others!

Ooooh what's this?! It's D. Adelae baby sproutlings from the leaf cuttings I took about a month ago!
These are just part of it, I have more! ... Hopefully these will survive. Else, I'll commit seppuku.
Cos after the death of this mother plant that I took the leaves from, these are the only ones I left...
And for the first time ever, I KO-ed two pots of D. Adelae...

The Grand List of New Plants!

N. Kuchingensis
S. Rubra ssp. gulfensis/Leucophylla
Utricularia Y
D. Filiformis
D. Indica
D. Capensis

... And the end! I've noticed that I THINK I may have succeeded in germinating D. Burmannii, an annual plant commonly found in Malaysia! Wheeee! Sob sob... A grandios return after that sad KO! T_T

I also want a Drosera Peltata <3 D. Venusta. D. Natalensis. D. Madagascariensis. D. Prolifera. Ahhh! <3

Carnivorous Plants

2011-09-26T01:45:00.000-07:00

My wish list.
D. Prolifera
D. Aliciae
D. Venusta
D. Natalensis
D. Admirabilis
D. Rotundifolia (May Need Dormancy)
D. Oblanceolata

What I have now:
Drosera Department
D. Adelae
D. Binata
D. Spatulata
D. Intermedia "Cuba"
D. Paradoxa
D. Filliformis
D. Indica
D. Capensis
D. Burmannii
My favourite site.

Nepentheses Department
N. Gracilis.
N. Kuchingensis.
How to propagate through stem cutting.

Uticularia Department
U. Bifida (Yellow flower)
Also unknown but purple flower.

Dionaea Muscipula Department
Unknown... too.
What to do when going dormant.

Sarracenia Department
S. Rubra ssp. Gulfensis
What to do when going dormant.=/=How to recognise dormancy in Carnivorous Plants and how to deal with them.

Posted for self-reference.

Ureshi desu (less than three)

2011-09-16T01:15:00.000-07:00

I can't stop laughing! EHEHEHEHE.

My D. Spatulata grown lots of sproutlings all over the pot! Little little sproutlings!

My D. Adelae leaf cutting finally grown sproutlings too! Now to wait for my D. Paradoxa leaf pulling too...

Finally my D. Binata babies are ready for the outdoors <3

My D. Adelae itself grew a little baby in the pot <3

Already preordered D. Filliformis and D. Capensis AND N. Mirabilis <3

It'll be ages before it look something like this.

Look! It's an update!

2011-09-10T02:50:00.000-07:00

Not that anyone cares. Maybe a few stalkers would do. Ahem ahem -3-

It's been awhile since I last posted something... creative.

Anyway let the banner be that 'creative' post and let me talk about my babies instead :P

My plants are doing quite well eversince I dump them outdoors... Sobs! They've grown all big and wouldn't fit into my little indoor settings. Now the indoor's for germinating seedlings and the outdoor's for the matured ones.

And whaddya know! Once upon a time I trimmed off Paradoxa's dead leaves and now, new little leaves grew from the stems I cut. And my Paradoxa that has yet to flower is now flowering!

See the crown has some short leaves? And 3 soon-to-be flower stalks too. Red pigmentation <3.

Mood: As happy as... someone who won the lottery.

Dionaea Muscipula

2011-08-12T05:03:00.000-07:00

Let me welcome a new child of mine! <3

It's a newly awakened venus fly trap from Chau Yeong! When I say awakened, I mean it has came out of its dormancy and now fully growing at full force. All vfts need to "sleep" or stay dormant for a few months a year to continue living. What a pain. (LOL)

Seriously, what is a Venus Fly Trap (VFT for short.)? It's latin sp. name would be Dionaea Muscipula. Unlike Droseras which is also being reared by me, they have only one type of species under the sp. group Dionaea. Botanists usually name them based on different physical characteristics that they show. So if you ever see D. Muscipula "Akai Ryu" or D. Muscipula "Wacky Traps", it's the same thing with different characteristics, not sp. . This little guy is still growing so obviously they are still small <3

Dionaea Muscipula "X"... Because Chau Yeong do not know it's variant...

Anyway, I look forward to growing this baby to a beast! Now next is to ensure that I'll get more different sp. of Drosera and other carnivorous plants... Did I mention that the seeds I sowed grow sprouts already? And my D. Paradoxa's leaf cutting thought to have failed sprouted little babies! OYEABABY.

.... This blog is turning real green xD

Nyan Nyan Nyan Nyan.

2011-07-24T03:55:00.000-07:00

I'm going crazy.

Ikoku Meiro no Croisee

2011-07-18T01:35:00.000-07:00

Ikoku Meiro no Croisée (異国迷路のクロワーゼ Ikoku Meiro no Kurowāze^?, lit. "The crossroads a foreign maze"), also titled in French as La Croisée dans un Labyrinth Étranger, is a Japanese manga series written and illustrated by Hinata Takeda about a young Japanese girl named Yune who find herself in late-19th century Paris. The manga has been adapted into an anime television series by Satelight, airing during the summer 2011 season.

-Wikipedia.

This show... is the very definition of MOE. The heroine of this story is so cute and pure hearted that you simply can't help but go Awwww at many scenes. So this animation is about a little girl from Japan named Yune who chose to work as a sign girl (something like sales girl la.) in Paris. So a French traveler says YES I'LL TAKE YOU THERE and she ends up in a sign shop called Enseignes Du Roy in a place (something like a street of custom shops) called Galerie Du Roy.

Personally, I've seen many animes and the animation and art of this one is just so-so. Acceptable but not that good. But who cares! As long as I can see Yune, it doesn't matter! <3 Anyway, the scenery is beautiful. I don't know about the accuracy of the setting but the background art is really detailed, down to the very bricks of the streets. The studio clearly did their homework.

I did learn a few things though heee.
JAPONAISE!
ENSEIGNE!
GALERIE!

........

YUNE XD

TARGET SIGHTED. Lock on...

Here, have some candy. NAW FOLLOW ME HOME.

Yep.

Yet another...

2011-07-16T03:21:00.000-07:00

I'm almost never any good at expressing myself through words. Most of the time, I really can't seem to find the right words, the right sentence or the right... way to say what I really wanted to say. I used to stutter, a lot. Yes, I have a bit of a problem when it comes to communicating and socialising.

I tend to go sideways whenever something embarrassing like telling someone a problem of mine. Like... a bowling ball that's supposed to go straight forward but instead masuk longkang. So very often, people always misunderstood me. Like, always.

Recently, I've been thinking (or rather, worrying) on the future. Its so unpredictable! Like it or not, I'm already at the junction where choices is crucial to pinpoint me to the future ): Sigh. What do I do...

Photography? Journalism? Computer Science? Multimedia Designing?

Too much freedom in life is also a bit of a hassle lol.

A little something I thought of and photoshopped:

Yep.

Offsprings?

2011-06-13T17:53:00.000-07:00

I'm happy :D I thought for sure that the flowers have gone kapoot thanks to my beginner experience but NOOOOO. They produced seeds when I wasn't looking hard enough!

If you were to google search D. Spatulata, you'll find plenty of beautiful red ones.

This green one looks exactly like mine, thanks to a lack light. I can't seem to find fluorescent light bulbs which is 30+ watts and above.... Do not ever stare at the fluorescent light bulbs! You'll get cataracts.

For now, I have yet to collect D. Burmannii's and D. Intermedia's seed :) Hee hee. Even as you read this, D. Spatulata is shooting another stalk of flowers! And I estimate that I have a clump of 4-5 D. Spatulata :) I abused my Binata ): Please revive, have mercy.

My Drosera Adelae is becoming a monster! It's grown x2 size when compared to when I received it from Chau Yeong...

It's becoming something like this. Green and huge with lots of red tentacles. Gonna multiply them with leaf cuttings!

I'm like, so jealous of this guy with lots of Droseras. I want moarrrrrr T_T

PS: If you know a store that sells 30+ watts fluorescent light bulbs in Ipoh, do inform me!

My holidaaaay!

2011-06-10T20:46:00.000-07:00

Do you like holidays? Do you? DO YOU?! Everyone loves holiday ranging from little kids to teenagers to adults-soon-to-be to adults themselves. So like, with the two week holiday soon reaching its end, I can only describe my feelings like this:

Dee Collecsio!

2011-05-24T03:26:00.000-07:00

The more plants I have, the more I want them. Like, OMGIWANNAMOARRR. So here I present to you some of the awesome pictures I took of my growing collection of carnivorous plants. If only I could increase the lights... There must be a wayyyy!

Currently "fawning" over:
D. Adelae
D. Paradoxa
D. Intermedia "Cuba"
D. Capensis "Alba"
D. Burmannii
D. Binata
D. Spatulata
Pinguicula Primuliflora
Nepentheses Gracilis
Utricularia "X"

A day like any other...

2011-05-22T04:33:00.000-07:00

... until you spot little baby chicks and ducklings so cute and cuddly, you simply can't resist but stare and say d'awww!

You see, I and my parents were doing some grocery shopping. It was then that I spotted these cute little birdiessss all locked in a cage ready to be sold. They are so cute, I wanna buy them all!

... Nah. My mum would, without a doubt, decapacitate the chick and cook it once it grow up. Lemme tell you, they grow real fast. Within a few months, they would be as fat and feathery as any normal chicken that you would see. Sob sob... I really wanna buy a few and d'awww at them everyday! But not buying them would save them from a cruel fate; being cooked in a wok.

Sigh... So cute.

To feel intense dislike, or extreme aversion or hostility.

2011-04-29T21:13:00.000-07:00

Kate Middleton looks soooooo stunning in that wedding dress! Personally, I like her styles. Real simple and elegant.

And Prince William? More people are focused on his bride than him lol.

Tension is on the rise, exams hereeeeee. STPM is hereeeee.
Have to scoreeeee.

I dislike people who look down on others. What gives you the right to make fun of people who probably is better than you in other fields? Maybe I'm just biased because I often got the same treatment too. Before telling off others, I first tell myself; do you like being make fun of? Of course not. Always refrain from laughing at others! Do you enjoy being ridiculed? Yes, I'm aiming some of these to people out there. Everyone's got their talent and curriculum set by the government simply doesn't help to clear that fact. Sure, studies are important. But finding your own talent and making the most out of it is important too. How would you be happy if you don't do so?

So what if you got a perfect results? So what if you got a high pay job? It is doesnt make you happy, then that's too bad.

PS: No one's an idiot who are totally useless in life. The very moment you open that darn mouth of yours to ridicule someone, you just proclaimed yourself an ass. Don't ever provoke a Scorpio, for he or she remembers even if you forgets. If she or he held her tongue numerous times, then that's because she/he is giving you face by not giving you a f**king slap.

Happt hapyy merrrrr>

2011-04-24T19:37:00.000-07:00

Just gotten a few new species of Droseras, including a pinguicula and an utricularia. Chau Yeong even gave me a nepentheses! Kay will be updating this post with pictures soon. Haw haw! I'm so giddy right here that I kept making typos! The title is typo-intended xD Tee hee! xD

Will be repotting these lovelies. Gotta get stronger lights! Need another compartment for my setup di mwahahaha!

魔法少女まどか☆マギカ

2011-04-22T04:36:00.000-07:00

Puella Magi, Madoka Magica. A mahou shoujo show by Urobochi Gen and SHAFT studio came to a conclusive ending today at episode 12. Just barely a few hours after the initial broadcasting in Japan, the video is already subbed and uploaded to almost every anime site there is. Go fansubs! HAHAHA I love ~~piracy~~. Uh I mean the subbers.

And probably the most expensive and exaggerated ad for an anime: click here. Fans estimate that the company forked out 30-50 million yen to post a full page ad on the newspaper! Holy! O_O

And the most watched anime at 3.10am? About 22.6% of the Osaka's Kansai household is watching this grand finale anime... At 3.10am! Holy! O_O

And someone opened a facebook page called The Church of Madoka lol. A bit too much, don't you think?

******SPOILERS*************

The ending was probably expected by many viewers but certainly unexpected in terms of story execution. I mean, so the point of Madoka not becoming a puella magi until the finale was for her to become a goddess with unparalled power? She sacrificed herself to save countless other puella magi before they become witches. Love that scene. But in return, she is no longer a being/an existence. People all forgets her bla bla. Btw, this episode was aired on Good Friday. So the forum started making jokes on Madoka died for our sins -.- Was this intended or just coincidence?

The ending's really sweet. Sad but a happy ending for everyone. D'awwwww. A 10/10 series!

Aren't they cuteeeee.

Qing Ming

2011-04-16T20:43:00.000-07:00

This was the first time I tried street photography and to tell the truth, I don't really dare to take pictures cos it's so... Gosh, what if that person gets mad? I mean, it's Qing Ming! Mind you, I wasn't scared of taking pictures of "something else"!

Thanks to me being shy and not very daring at all... My camera saw sikit action...

PS: The boys are so cute <3

D. M&M

2011-04-05T05:02:00.000-07:00

A little update on my preciousssssss droseras. They are in perfect health. Mr Spoon even gonna-sprout-a-flower for me! *inserts evil laugh* I AM SO HAPPY!

I'm full of loveeeeeeeee

2011-04-01T05:04:00.000-07:00

Oh yeaaaaaaa. Bet that everyone was thinking of some other thing after reading the title lol. Well, guess what?! I received some seeds from Chau Yeong! It's seeds of D. Aliciae, a drosera that I really wanted for awhile now. Tee hee hee. He gave me a really small packet of paper with "D. Aliciae x50" written on it. D'awwww. Wait till you see the size of the seeds -.-

They are actually, smaller than 0.1cm. Really really small. However, if I manage to germinate them... These seeds will grow to....

This! <3<3<3! Aren't they gorgeous?! This one's in red! And really really all clumped up lol.

And on the side note... I really really want this kind of setup. I really really do ):

Or maybe something like this will do. Get a rack, really spacious ones and some T5 or T8 lights.... MWAHAHAH.

Or maybe this one! A normal one... A terrarium! But its kinda bad for the plants since its like an oven and no air circulation.

I'm so jealous ): My indoor setup can only fit six pots ): someone get me a setupppp! )))))):

Btw, next drosera to hunt for: D. Prolifera. I love these rosetted droseras xD

Happy Birthday!

2011-03-27T03:03:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday to Priscilla! Enjoy your new age and make the most out of the day to squeeze out the most your friends and family leniency to you on your biggest day! xD Yes I know its 6 hours early but I have school tmr and may not online and I deactivated my Facebook account... Don't tempt me to reactivate it lol.

Where are you?!

2011-03-25T20:01:00.000-07:00

I miss Kay. I miss Sui. When will you guys come see me?! ):

Anyway, it's been a long time since I post something artsy. MWAHAHAHA.

A collection of pictures I took today. Can you guess what alphabets are there in the first row of pictures?

My seashells! Black and white makes it even sexier.

IMY Sui and Kay! ):

Mahou Shoujo Madoka Magica

2011-03-20T00:11:00.000-07:00

From the left: Akemi Homura, Mami Tomoe, Kyuubey, Miki Sayaka and Kaname Madoka.

"OMG a mahou shoujo series! It must have a lot of cute loli girls(some even 10 years old. 17 is a no-no. Pedobear doesn't like it.) fighting evil monsters with magical powers! AND.THEY.MUST.HAVE.COOL.STAFFSSSSS! They are sure to show some naked transformation scenes and moe and yuri scenes! Ah my eyesssss!"

The statement above shows the typical reaction of otakus (usually consist of perv men.) when seeing the word, "Mahou Shoujo" AKA Magical Girls. Yes, I watched enough anime to know what they means xD

BUT NOOOOO. Madoka Magica is not that series at allllll. No moe moe scenes. Not much transformation scenes. And lastly, no magical staff designs to look at.

Huh? Then why is it called Mahou Shoujo?!

Relax, o brethren. For this anime is animated by Shaft and scripted by Urobochi Gen! Character design by Aoki Ume.

Shaft is well known for their unique way of animating stuff. Urobochi? Known for his gory plot twists. I know not much of Aoki except she's the one incharge of Hidamari Sketch?

SPOILERS.

Madoka Magica is really... a very plot twist and kinda shocking anime. First we see Madoka Kaname, a normal 14 year old girl with a normal life suddenly meets Kyubey in an accident bla bla was asked to be Puella Magi bla bla met other Puella Magi as well bla bla. HOWEVER! Around episode 3, their Puella Magi senior got beheaded. Then it hit. 2chan was like OMG and the anime community mourned for her loss. Then came the next roller coaster. Puella Magi are zombies with their souls ripped out to form the Soul Gem, Puella Magi's source of magic. And that's not all! Apparently the girls turn to witches when their Soul Gem is not purified by Grief Seeds. So the shock keep coming and coming and all the anime fans mourned for both Sayaka and Kyouko's death. In conclusion, almost everyone died except the two main chara now.

Gosh so many things to talk about. You gotta watch the anime to know more! There's 12 episode and so far, 10 is already out with 11 and 12 delayed due to earthquake in Japan.

The art for the witch labyrinth in episode 3:

The art is really unique. It's surreal and some real life elements implemented. Once inawhile, you'll spot some foreign language like german or english or some poem excerpts.

Witch at episode 9:

This is totally unrelated: Maria Holic opening by Shaft. I loved it! And oh please remember this is art, not some perv video.

I really really admire Japan's take on multimedia. They can make it so artsy, creative and meaningful at the same time! I wanna make videos like that too in the future.

Makanan untuk kepala anda.

2011-03-19T23:37:00.000-07:00

..... Okay, it's actually 'food for thought' but it sounds better(and funnier xD) this way.

Er hem! Anyway, to reply sui's post... I present to you an obnoxious picture of Tamaki first.

I shalt guide thee to the right path o lost little lamb!

...Or something to that effect. Remember! Add some twinkly red roses when imagining our Host Club King saying that caption!

Anyway, what I wanted to say is... People have their ups and downs in life. Afterall, what's life if there's no challenges? Problems, especially emotional often plague our minds even more than our daily lives ones... If not dealt with, it can easily scar us and only time(and your mental strength) to heal it back.

Personally, I think those that kept climbing up in life are losers. I'm saying that because if you only knew how to succeed, what would you do in the face of defeat? (Oooohhh it rhymes!) I think people that failed and stand right back up are strong people. Having experienced the defeat and embarrassment myself, I knew how hard it is to stand right back up without the strength to do so. I knew how wonderful it felt to win after a series of defeat. I knew how harsh it felt when everyone jeered at you. I knew how terrible it felt to be the worse in your class. We all knew, in fact, that that's how life goes and it's up to you to deal with them.

So sui, what's plaguing you? Determine them and find ways to overcome them. Only you can defeat 'yourself' afterall. Do you wanna stay there forever? Time is of essence and day passes everytime you blink 24 times! (Hahaha!) You can do it sui! And believe me, once you overcome this hurdle, you'll be a better person after tasting defeat itself and overcoming it with your own strength. Because, you can't understand others unless you've been through their situation.

....Okay, I need to clean my room post-haste xD

8.9

2011-03-12T19:18:00.000-08:00

Japan's earthquake was terrible. Not only Japan but also Hawaii and some parts of America. What's even worse was the nuclear reactor going bazooka. I mean, earthquakes and tsunamis are bad enough. Oh god please save them!

Since Japan was a hub for games and animes, obviously everyone go searching for news of their favourite mangaka and producers. ARE THEY SAFE?! I've checked and almost NO ONE IS MIA. Thank godddd!

Let's see...

Satoshi Tajiri, founder of GameFreak better known for making Pokemon is safe.
Nobuo Uematsu checked in through one of his music site and is safe.
Jun Fukuyama, thankfully was abroad.
Yoko Shimomura and Kalafina posted a message at their music site.
Oda Eiichiro is safe too. He hast tweeter? O_O
Tite Kubo is safe too. Twitter is handy!
Masashi Kishimoto was found in the list of mangaka confirmed status...
Utada Hikaru and Ayumi Hamasaki; SAFE!
CLAMP, Urobochi Gen, Rie Tanaka and Romi Paku is safeeee! Boy oh boy.
Yuki Kajiura posted a message at her site. Phew... The phone lines are gone but the internet line isn't huh.
Crypton Future Inc responsible for making Vocaloids are safe too!
DannyChoo just update his site with pictures.

Here we come, here we go.

2011-03-09T02:33:00.000-08:00

... We gotta study! It's hit me. Gotta hit the books and this time, hit it hard. Preferably with a full headbutt or with an accompaniment of a rocket blaster from Batman's mobile. ZOOOOM.

School's okay lately. Hopefully it stays that way. But whenever I say this, something happens again. Meh. It's frustrating to see someone climbing up higher and you are still moving at 20km per hour. Hehe you know how irritating it is to drive at that speed right?

Well, sure I know everyone's got their weakness and strengths but what's mine? Even if you have a good advantage, someone's just going to much, much better than you. There's always someone there, blocking your advances. And there's always that nagging feeling. That very feeling that you are scared to proceed, to work harder, to overachieve the blockade that kept pulling you down. Sure, you pull yourself right back up after lots of procrastination but you get pulled down again by the very same thing.

It's frustrating, isn't it? You gotta be strong to survive out there. No one's perfect, everyone's gotta have faults. Without a doubt, everyone met a few fear factor in life that prevents them from moving on. Be it that lack of self confidence, that tiny speck of courage missing or just being a teensy coward... That pulling-you-down factor; it's there!

So what do we do? Muster up your courage? A plain and effective plan, but how long can you last? Can you persevere against these trials in life?

What do you do? I'm sure that everyone either gives up straight away or keep pushing on despite the odds. To me, I think, the very best source of strength to move on (and the most taken path, duh.) would be your friends. Or your family, your call :)

Dear friends,

You don't have to be in my situation to understand me.
You don't have to be smart or talented to help me.(It's a plus if you ARE one... xD)
You don't have to be like, fricking rich or anything. (For matters regarding your financial problems. The world out there is harsh...)

You just gotta BE THERE WITH ME. It's reassuring to just look to your side and see a familiar face with ya... Your presence there gave me strength!

So Sui Ann, do cheer up! Friends are meant to be linked forever, even if they loses contact or simply fails to send a telepathical message! If they don't, then it's time to move on cos the future has more plans for you. It's never the end until you say so. Afterall, even if you say "It's the end! AHHHH!" you are still alive. There's still tomorrow. As long as there's tomorrow, there's hope.
.... Okay that sounds cheesy. Heeeee. But it's the truth. Do you prefer to wallow in your sadness when you can brush it off (I know it takes time but...) and live your life?! I'm here Sui :) Ya not alone... There's still bacterias all around you. (Quote taken from Mr Lau.)

And EMILIA VONGOLA! So long never talk to me! Where are you?!

Did this beat Nicholas's word count? I don't think so LOL.

Studying is not healthy.

2011-02-22T03:24:00.000-08:00

Yes, that's right. You sit in one spot for hours and god knows whether the information was absorbed fully. Your butt goes from size AAA to G after all these years of sitting down quietly doing your work when kids our age should be going out there having fun finding our paths in life. Besides, sitting there quietly without lifting up even a fing-... No wait, maybe a few fingers. For writing and holding down the page I mean. Anyway, studying makes us fat! We don't exercise but squeezes all those healthy brain juice out! And what's the purpose of all this? It's to learn some subject on something that we're not gonna use in life!

Seriously, who invented this sickening unwritten law?! If only a piano dropped on Newton's head, this wouldn't have happened! If only Newton didn't spend all his youth researching on arithmetic, our life would have been easier! (Applies only to lazy students, like me.)

....Kay kay enough ranting from me.

Dear Sui,

Everyone, in a way go their separate ways one way or another. Aiya I see everyone's blog so fancy but their's aren't as fancy as mine <3 Why? Cos mine has my own designs and pictures <3 I feel like posting my plants pictures but I'm too lazy nowadays so meh. School's like rush hour at every hour. The only time we get to take a breath is during recess but even that only lasted for 10 minutes. (You minus away the extra ten taken to walk down the 6 flight of stairs and to the toilet.) I'm already feeling the feverrrrr. STPM tense fever! I need tuition. I need a tutor! I need time out! I need... need... ): something.... Help )':

My blog look so plain and stuff right. I mean, so white and all. Maybe it's time to change the header. And the whole thing.

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Meh. Next time larh.

A bittersweet longing for things, persons, or situations of the past.

2011-02-17T05:40:00.000-08:00

You know, nostalgia is something that just BAMS. All of a sudden you find yourself reminiscing things from the past, especially all the great times you have with your friends. I'm sure you had that kind of feeling once in a while :)

I have this really really fun Mat Salleh friend who is simply super Malaysian thinking with a touch of an imp's prankster attitude. Real daring but can be a nice person sometimes. So she found my facebook account, added me and we chatted awhile. Real fun to talk with you again Sara Amelia :) Gosh I wonder if she still remembers all the crazy stuff we did and the handshake :))) Sigh. I miss SMC and the crazy ppl in it. And the food! Owhhhh!

I miss my classmates. Despite the fact we sat at the very back (the mischievous lot) and our seat was right next to the big door (always gazes out at the rangers horseshoeing). The seat was windy too! But seriously, really distracting. I'm pretty sure the teachers labelled me as the lofty, easygoing and lazy student. But the ppl in front was otherwise. Smartpants lol. Had a lot of fun with Mei Yen, Adeline, Kay Lee and Kelly. And I wont forget Vivian Foo, Yean Hui and the chinese gang hahaha. And Premithra, Sue Jean, Pavitra; the MIC group. Rarely talk to you guys but you guys were fab too.

Wish I could go back to that time. Me dun like SMI!

PS: The canteen aunty even gave me an angpau before! MWAHAHAH. Bet your school canteen ppl never did that!

A work to commemorate!

2011-02-04T07:49:00.000-08:00

Well, not really work but FIRE'WORK'! I wanted to take shots of the fireworks IN THE SKY but it's hard cos... It's hard la! So fireworks on the ground will do for now...

What a nice flower!

It looks a lot like my Light Photography :)

This one's a bit more like a peacock tail. Quite elegant compare to the other shots.
....Wait, it looks like an A!

OMG its Drosera Prolifera!

It's like, a bunch of red weeds and a worm at the corner.

Love this spread out shot.

These are taken... today? Had fun clicking the shutter when dad was in a firework throwing frenzy. Happy Chinese New Year! Had tons of fun photographing the girls and the fireworks! And yea, the fireworks are like, pieu pieu pieu! (thinks of typical gaming shooting sounds)

What's it like to have a greenhouse?

2011-01-30T03:27:00.000-08:00

Well, maybe not a greenhouse but your very own set of drosera bog IN YOUR ROOM?! That would be so cool man! I've always wanted to have a mini garden myself! Wellllllll. That's because anything I take care of don't usually end up well so yea, maybe plants will understand me more ):

Let's see... For now I really want a D. Aliciae. It looks real awesome. I mean, all droseras look awesome lol. Besides, this sundew alice can be grown indoors without much light :) *wink wink.*

My wish list:
To be grown indoors without much hassle of sunlight.
1. D.Adelae.
2. D. Aliciae.

Love this to be indoors if only I have the right settings AKA lots of lights and containers and aluminium sheets lol.
1. D. Capensis.
2. D. Venusta. Looks so niceeee!
3. D. Burmannii.
4. D. Spatulata.
5. D. Prolifera.
6. D. Admirabilis! Wow all the droseras look so beautiful :)

Meh could it be that my sundew is not dewing cos of humidity?!

D. Prolifera! I want one too ):

I want my D. Adelae to be like this too :)

I fell in love with this Alice sundew :)

Mr Green, hurry up and dew please ):

adept: having or showing knowledge and skill and aptitude.

2011-01-29T04:02:00.000-08:00

Everyone's gotta be good at one thing or another. God gave us talents, lots of them in fact. And it's up to us to find it out by ourself and nurture them to get even more talents with the one given to us.

Well actually. You guys knew yourself better than most people, so surely you guys know what's your talent? The world know is so driven by education and your qualifications but have you ever stopped to think that life is not all about that cert? I mean, it's all about finding the meaning to life and make use of whatever you have in you!

It's not all about that homework I can't complete(more like impossible) from Mr. K, or that Maths question that you seriously can't do! (It's best you actually do the question though xD) You gotta find that tiny speck in you that you're good at and when you found it, life's more enjoyable than doing what you're not good at.

Sure you have your hobbies and all but if you are willing to risk it, it can be your talent too! Life's all about gambling. You gotta be willing to risk your comfort zone if you wanna pursue your dream :)

Am I ready to do that? Gee, I have no idea. The time will come when I need to choose A or B... At any rate, I CAN tell you that my dream to achieve in life would be:

To be a respectable designer. Even now, I have a lot of ideas that I wish to make it happen with my own hands.

To see the world. Be a respectable woman is one of my goals too. But I believe that would come when it's time. Afterall, everyone have their own ways in life.

To do what a daughter should to her parents. Aiyo you know la.

And to at least once, take a cultural journey and see the historical buildings around the world. And to see the great Mother Nature in other coutries! I wanna see sakura trees! :DDD

PS: No matter what, I can't seem to rally myself to wear those sexy skirts. Hm.

2011-01-27T02:34:00.001-08:00

Copy and paste this into a Morse Code translator if you wanna know what I'm talking about :)

.. / .-- .- ... - . -.. / .---- ..... / ... . -.-. --- -. -.. ... / --- ..-. / -.-- --- ..- .-. / .-.. .. ..-. . / -.. . -.-. --- -.. .. -. --. / - .... .. ... / ... .... .. - / .-.. --- .-..

To weep aloud with convulsive gasping; cry uncontrollably.

2011-01-23T23:35:00.000-08:00

Sobs sobs sobs. Sobs sobs sobs. Boo hoo hoo. Wawawawa!!!

MR GREEEEEEN! It's not healthy at alllll! No dews and lots of black tip at the growth point! Dun dieeeee!

The days of his glory. Dews are available are growth spurt zoooooooms up. And the leaves are cute! T_T

No dews. White tentacles. I cut the leaves di but it's black at the two circles below. Growth spurts zoooooms down. And the black blob at the upper north circle? It's a dead ant lol.

Spamming sunlight at moderate powaaaaa. Please don't die Mr Green. I'll die before you do if you don't sprout back up ):

Music heal one's soul.

2011-01-20T22:47:00.000-08:00

... Or something like that. Maybe because I often plays JRPG games that I am totally hooked onto Orchestra Music and Background Music. I mean, they can convey so much without lyrics! The sexy stringing of the violin, the choir echoing in the background and the beautiful piano's melody... They are really awesome, yea know? Sure, I do listen to other songs as well. Techno Pop Rock Rap.... Anything that is cool to my ears but still, BGMs are the best :D

One of my favourite soundtrack must be from Yoko Shimomura. She's a really awesome composer. Her music's really unique and really catchy. But in a different way than the others. Best known for composing Kingdom Hearts Music.

Nobuo Uematsu is another legendary composer. His music often gives me a feel of adventure... Of Final Fantasy! It automatically's whisk you to a fantasy land, with just his music! I mean, the very main point of game music is to make you feel like you're in the game and damn, he does a good job of it.

Yuki Kajiura. She combines both classical and modern to whip out a unique melody. Her music is really something too. She can really make you feel what she want you to feel from the soundtrack lol.

Utada Hikaru! One heck of yet another amazing 21st Century composer. Most of her music are so disjointed but she manage to make it flow really well till you don't even notice she just throw in different beats and make music.

Hitoshi Sakimoto. Main composer for Final Fantasy 12. I think he composed for Tactics Advance too. His music is simply, WOW. He can make 3 to 4 instrument play at the same time and still make music. Sure, his music sounds very 'busy' but it gives a very upbeat feel to it and they flow really well. He made FF12's soundtrack so... it's like a fantasy adventure yea know?

SUPPAAAA...!

2011-01-18T05:54:00.000-08:00

Mr Green's growth rate is amazing. Must be the water's quality, the cooling temperature and the constant sunbathing :D It haven't even finish unfurling a new leaf and I already saw another leaf bud coming out of it's centre! I simply can't wait how it looks like when it's bigger! :D I'll post a close-up shot of it's dew soon. I'm just too lazy to do the unloading pictures lol. Once you finish your yesterday's meal, I'll catch you another bug Mr Green <3 But this time, it'll be a bigger one! <3

You know what? I think I already knew what I want for my birthday lol. More Mr Green! xD And a mini shelf for Mr Green's offsprings! HAHAHAH!

Food for thought: Is USS3 doomed tomorrow? TASUKETE KAMI SAMA!!!!! Oh Lord help us all! Have mercy! T_T

EDIT: Shit. I just realized that my banner's green and so are my recent posts... Is this becoming a CP gardening blog?! From Personal>Designing>Photography>Gardening. What's the next trend, I wonder xD

Say hello to Mr. Green!

2011-01-16T05:32:00.000-08:00

Chau Yeong was nice enough to give me a newly sprout Drosera Adelae, a sundew plant. Yes yes it's a CP AKA a carnivorous plant. It looks so sweet and green and all, you simply can't fathom why God made a sweet plant like this a carnivore ): Well, it's still in its growing stages so it's not that big and all but I google checked it... It can grow up to 6 inches long(The leaves I mean.)! NUUUUUU! Mr Green's gonna be a monsterrrr! T_T

Er hem. Anyway, this guy's have to be submerged in about 1 inch of water cos it's a plant that grows in damp places, originally. So Mr Green is really pampered... The owner got him a fishbowl and gave it both natural and artificial sunlight whenever she can... Not to mention that she even caught a few bugs for it to eat. Ah! The way it curls up a little to digest the food is really cute! But it's still a.... seedling(?) so it's quite hard to see most of the plant's activity. But then I google checked it (again.) just to find that Mr Green don't really need to curl up to digest the poor ants, only the tentacles curling up around it will do. Meh.

Well, time to talk about this guy. One of the three drosera sisters of Australia, adelae is the easiest to grow as it is very adaptable to different conditions and very hardy compared to the other two. As long as you gave it okay-okay sunlight and moist to very moist condition, its a-okay for this dude! And it grows best in 70F(21C) so yea. I love my room lol. Yes yes I'm growing it indoors... Hopefully if I maintain it this way, the plant won't die and grow bigger :D But not that big, mind you. I dun want a monster plant ): S or M will do, not XL or L! T_T

If you blast sunlight on it constantly, the leaves turn red! Wow. But mine's still ugly green, hence the name. LOL. But I dun think I can supply it nice sunlight... So it won't turn sexy red for the time being ):

It's called a sundew right? On the leaves there's lots of red tentacles and these excretes sticky, dew-like substance that traps their food. But it really looks like morning dews on the tentacles so that's why its called sundew! Haha I love google. Hopefully when it grows bigger, I can take some macro shots of it.

Do grow bigger Mr Green! Don't die on me! ):

Wanna know more on Mr Green? Check out this link!

PS: Chau Yeong was telling me lots of stuff on CPs. Dang, that guy is one heck of a sifu in this. He can even remember each one of their sp. names! Anyway, we were talking on terrariums when he say to check out the blue fern. ....Blue fern (Sellaginella)? Wha-? Here's the link on blue ferns and terrariums. These are just images but they should give you an idea of some sort. But seriously, check out the terrariums images! They are real cool! And the blue ferns are available in Malaysia too!

No seriously Mr Green, DON'T DIEEEEE! T_T

Hallelujah!

2011-01-05T20:07:00.000-08:00

It's only been 3 days since school reopened and all of Upper Six students of SMI are yearning for a holiday. Homeworks are piling with less than 1% of chances to complete it. Believe me, if the every school in Ipoh offers Form 6 education, the coffee packets would already be sold out by the end of the week.

Not to mention that exams are coming sooner than everyone had expected. I feel hot tears rolling down my cheek T_T Sure, we know we got to work extra hard but right NOW? Sob sob. Screw Form 6! I don't even have time to even stare at the ceiling doing nothing T_T

Kay. Gotta go since I was blogging from school. Don't you just love the internet connection at school? xD

I aim... for that AIM!

2011-01-04T04:58:00.000-08:00

It's a brand new year! New excitement as it brings in a great change! Well, to be frank, the only change I see is more homework and less free time. Anddddd more tired days. It's only the 2nd day of school and it's like we're already 2 months here. The teacher spare us no mercy and bombarded us with headaches. The weather's been pretty cool but it's really... moody? Sigh, back to the days of no food in the morning. I absolutely hate recess time in SMI. Grrrr.

And this time, the class's real high up. We need an elevator! Or a lift! Mayday S.O.S as many started complaining of leg aches/thigh aches as they climb up the horrendously long flighty staircase!

I realise that I like using punctuations. Drama Punctuation Queen lol.

Ahem anyway... I should be talking about my aim... It's actually rather simple.............

SURVIVE.

The onslaught of PA terror.

Ahem. Enough jokes lol. Okay okay my not really personal aim but rather universal aim's to get a good result for STPM. My rather personal dream pusher would be to be better in my art skills. It's more like a dream to achieve than an aim, really. Then next is to be a much more matured person. Maklumlah, tahun hadapan kita akan keluar ke dunia luar... Kita perlu menjadi lebih dewasa.... Anyway, I seriously think that my mature level is rising up real slow. Hopefully my childish/making fun of others won't overshadow it and so does my panicking level. Next up, I aim to be at least spiritually better :D For now, everything I do has been progressing at a snail pace. Oh good Lord I need a gas pedal!

Homework time! Kthxbai.

Clickable Designs.

2010-12-20T22:36:00.000-08:00

Nah, I was just kidding. I removed the codes for you to enlarge it so you can't download the real resolution.

These are some of my best of the best designs that I have since... 2009-2010. Excluding my favourite sunset photography :D I know the last one is simple and a bit fake but I like it :D

Morphogenesis

2010-12-19T03:59:00.000-08:00

Seriously, this is an awesome novel visual game that once hooked, you can't put it down. So just what on earth is this game that's so appealing that everyone (in the DS game community) is hooting about? Okay, so imagine that you are trapped in a ship that's about to sink with 8 other people. All the doors and windows are locked; simply no way out. To survive, you have to play this Nonary game and find the door with a [9] within 9 hours. Of course, even if you find the [9] door, not everyone's gonna escape alive.

Man, I'm telling ya, playing this game at night gives me the shivers. There are exactly 6 endings. Yes, yes... Don't you love games with multiple endings? You have to get the other 4 endings before getting the true ending cos they are all related, one way or another. Playing this game, I learned a few theories that even our teachers doesn't know MWAHAHAH.

1. Morphogenesis. This little theory is practically this game's theme. Here's the link for more information: 999.
Long story short, this theory states that there is this field unseen by the naked eye that when tapped, you can get information from the same biological dude. It's something like how a person transfer information through a medium to another person. And that medium is the morphic field.

Okay, let's take an example that I've read from the game.

"In 1920 William McDougall of Harvard began training rats to learn to escape from a water maze by choosing the correct exit. While the brightly lit exit would give them an electric shock, when they picked the dimly-lit exit, they got out undisturbed. McDougall found that the first generation of rats had to endure 165 shocks before getting the message. But by the 30th generation, only 20 transgressions were necessary to persuade the rats of the error in their way. (McDougall, 1938. British Journal of Psychology 28:321-345.)

McDougall assumed the rats were passing on acquired characteristics. Wishing to disprove this "Lamarckian" (and Darwinian) interpretation of the data, F. A. E. Crew replicated the experiment in Edinburgh. Right from the get-go, Crew's rats needed only 25 errors to learn their lesson, as if picking up where the Harvard rats had left off. (Crew, 1936. Journal of Genetics 33:61-101.)

In Melbourne, W. E. Agar found the same effect. His trials went on for over twenty years, and even when he tested control subjects that weren't descended from trained rats, they still showed improvement over the performance of previous generations. So it couldn't have been coming from their parents. (Agar, 1954. Journal of Experimental Biology 31:307-321.) "

So from generations to generations, other rats to the others, somehow the information "Hey that door's zapped! Take the other exit!" manage to reach the other rats, eventhough the rats are on a different continent and different parents.

EDIT: Oh so now they are acknowledging this theory so it's now officially a 'concept'. Anyway, there's another interesting story I found; The Hundredth Monkey. Copied from this site.

"The Japanese monkey, Macaca fuscata, had been observed in the wild for a period of over 30 years.

In 1952, on the island of Koshima, scientists were providing monkeys with sweet potatoes dropped in the sand. The monkeys liked the taste of the raw sweet potatoes, but they found the dirt unpleasant. An 18-month-old female named Imo found she could solve the problem by washing the potatoes in a nearby stream. She taught this trick to her mother. Her playmates also learned this new way and they taught their mothers too.

This cultural innovation was gradually picked up by various monkeys before the eyes of the scientists. Between 1952 and 1958 all the young monkeys learned to wash the sandy sweet potatoes to make them more palatable. Only the adults who imitated their children learned this social improvement. Other adults kept eating the dirty sweet potatoes.

Then something startling took place. In the autumn of 1958, a certain number of Koshima monkeys were washing sweet potatoes - the exact number is not known.

Let us suppose that when the sun rose one morning there were 99 monkeys on Koshima Island who had learned to wash their sweet potatoes. Let's further suppose that later that morning, the hundredth monkey learned to wash potatoes.

THEN IT HAPPENED!

By that evening almost everyone in the tribe was washing sweet potatoes before eating them. The added energy of this hundredth monkey somehow created an ideological breakthrough! But notice. A most surprising thing observed by these scientists was that the habit of washing sweet potatoes then jumped over the sea.
Colonies of monkeys on other islands and the mainland troop of monkeys at Takasakiyama began washing their sweet potatoes. "

For those people who are simply lazy to read: A bunch of monkeys learned how to wash the sandy sweet potatoes to make them more palatable. Then, another bunch of monkeys learn too. So it kinda picks up till... Voila! Monkeys from different islands had also start to do the same thing! They didnt communicate or anything of that sort! So just how did they knew? Ahahah fascinating ain't it.

2. Ship of Theseus/Theseus Paradox/Locke's Socks. It's something like food for thought. Anyway, here's the gist. So you have a sock. It has a hole. What do you do? Patch it up right? What if the second hole pops up? Well, patch it up again right? As you keep patching it from different clothing... Can you say that it's the same socks that you once begin with? Just like the Theseus Ship. As the ship kept being repaired using parts from different ships, can you say that that is the original ship?

Here's the link: Wiki pageeee.

3. Prosopagnosia (sometimes known as face blindness) is a disorder of face perception where the ability to recognize faces is impaired, while the ability to recognize other objects may be relatively intact.
Basically, you can't recognize faces.

4. Titanic... has two sister ships! They are called Britannic and Olympic. Wiki page link.

5. Rest assured because now I have the base numbers from Base_10 to Base_?? memorised... This game is practically built all around digital root and base numbers.

Seriously, I love this game. And the music are real awesome too.

Fill in the blanks with the correct answer.

2010-12-18T03:35:00.000-08:00

Ya know... Life's like a box of chocolate. Ya _ _ _ _ _ gonna know till you put your hand in it and pull that black thing outta that box. I'm _ _ _ _ _ _ _ ya, life's all the wonders ya gonna experience. So what if _ _ got pulled down by the devil? Stand righ' back up lass... _ And rise even higher!

Poetry? Nahhh!

2010-12-17T05:43:00.000-08:00

A day has gone by again...
Be it homework or research, I'm SICK of it!
Enough of that, I say,
Leave me alone...!

Under all the work pile...
Care to go through them all...?
A day a problem,
None was solved,
Till 31st I shall delay...

Fooling around everyday,
Over and over again
Over and over yet again...
Like I'll stop... However!

Making it possible...
Enter I shall... Onto the stage...!

Le ebil laff shalt end thee! MWAHAHAHA.

All in one, take it or leave it.

2010-12-15T06:07:00.000-08:00

Once in awhile...

This food fetishness will pop up... I'll devour anything in sight!

This photosnapping fetishness arises... I'll snap at anything I see!

This designing fetishness just strikes... I'll never leave my pc for hours!

This Facebooking fetishness won't leave... Poor pc, I can feel your lifespan decreasing.

I bought a One Piece keychain from AnimeTech recently! As One Piece fanatics will know, this is Kuja Pirates' jolly roger. I tried finding Strawhat Pirates' jolly roger but to no avail. It's probably the best seller HAHAHA.

I saw Franky's jolly roger and Robin's too. But no Nami's ): Oh sob sob. It's really well made and doesn't give the Made in China vibe XD I kinda like the chain too.

The back of the jolly roger. If you zoom in on the 'O' at the One Piece, it's the exact same one as the anime's "We Are!" opening logo :D

Will probably be going to buy the other keychains xD Oh yea. I saw a GUNBLADE in AnimeTech that costs RM400! But it's really crappy looking. Man, that's crazy.

It's official. I want a second lens. Be it a macro-type or a telephoto-type, anything better than the kit-given one will do! T_T But once I saw the price... Ahahaha nevermind... Sobs.

I was thinking of taking pictures of the sunset so yea. This one's the test shot for the settings but it turned out to my liking... No sun flare and dark looking. A-okay!

The supposed sunset that I wanted to take. If only there's no sunflare... But I've already maxed my settings. Shutter Speed: 1/4000, ISO: 1600, Aperture: F4.5. Taken at my house. Mehehehe.

Bakayaros.

2010-12-14T06:29:00.000-08:00

I've been a blogging for quite some time already and of course, I've seen a lot of blogs out there. Some are like diaries. Some are like thinker's. Some are like educational. Some are for profits. And some... are for free distributing files. Well if I were to classify mine... It's more like a past time, yea know? I never feel like pouring too much into something for everyone to see. Hazukashiwa!

Oops. Sorry, I can't help but spout some japanese words once in awhile, especially with my otaku friends. Anyway. I saw some people like to write so much on their personal life, it's getting real scary. Like, it's their diary or something. Well, no harm in that since it's your blog and all and I'm in no position to criticise ya. But no matter what I say on well-its-your-blog-and-all, you just can't help think otherwise in that head of yours xD

But personally, if I don't write like that, there's practically nothing to write. Meh today's sky was awesome. I thought of taking a picture of it since it's a good practice on ISOs and Shutter Speed when I was absolutely enthralled by my computer! Ah bad of you Mista PC! Today I had a great time with Sui sui. Sigh. When will that blockhead pick up my darn phone!

2011, please stay away.

2010-12-12T05:34:00.000-08:00

Dear 2010,

It has been an eventful year. Filled with enthusiasm and joy but also with irritism and omg moments. Nevertheless, it has been a good year. Just like every year, mind you. Making the best out of every situation is afterall, my forte <3 However, just like every year, the road has never been windier and bumpier than the previous. To tell the truth, 2009 was a breeze. Kay Lee and Sui Ann was with me during the journey, not to mention my friends who was hitch hiking on this bus called 5 Kekwa.

I missed those moments with the prefectorial board. I had a great time with you guys.

.... Uh wait I WAS talking about 2010 right? Man, this shows how much I have nothing to write on LSS3 -3- *ohohoho*

Nah I was kidding. Please have mercy on me! HAHAHA!

Having Nat to talk to and make noise in class was fun. I met some newbies and had a new path opened. Personally, I think this must be God's way of paving new paths for me to take and think. Never did I realise that my world had been so... small and narrow. But at the same time, problems pop out. I mean, sure you see lots of new stuff but THISSSS?! Sigh it's like attracting bees to a flower ohohoho. *I can see some ppl facepalming xD*

.... I have a lot to type but once I open this tab... I just dunnu what to type. A girl's heart is not so easily read kay! Sigh I read too much of that The World God Only Knows. Yes yes its a manga and it's like a haven manga for game otakus, especially dating games xD

Ahhhhh sidetracked again. I really really enjoy the moments in LSS3! The end! If there's anything you wanna know, just message me in Facebook. Soredewa :D

I look forward to 2011! *looks at calendar* Uh wait maybe not. I still have homework no done yet! And its STPM year! OMG SPM Post Study Symptoms flashback. *died*

No matter how much I typed, I still wouldn't beat Nicholas's epic word count. Damn.

iHeart Design

2010-12-12T05:12:00.000-08:00

It's been awhile since I posted anything design-ish.... Just a few hours ago my friend asked me to design a wallpaper for her that allows pictures to be put into it. So I was like, dang brain stuck. Zombie ate it!

HAHAHA just kidding. The cogs are rusty and it needs some oiling... Then it needs someone strong enough to turn the cogs... Annnnnnd I did it! Tada! I did it after an hour or so of experimentation! :D

Actually, those iPhones are where you put the picture. She happened to give me vertical pictures so its all iPhone frames :D Ah so symmetrical! Just my style! Subarashi! XD Ai no chikara! HAHAHAH!

Hoppu Hoppu!

2010-12-07T23:55:00.000-08:00

Been an absolute lazy bug these few... weeks. Nyeh nyeh..... sighhhh. Went to chase the ice cream truck but I missed ittttt. Nuuuuu. Then mum took me out to buy ice cream instead hahaha.

My blog is so devoid of pictures, might as well upload some. I've been experimenting with metering. I heard that Canon's DSLR have over 40 meter points? WTH? Mine only had three which is partial, centre and auto... Sobs. Playing around with White balance also gives a nice effect! :D Now that I have a moveable table, can take some creative shots :D

This one's taken... I dunnu. I just feel like taking pictures of colours yea know? Centre metering.

Hehe! Say hi to my dog, King Kong! Yes yes Dad likes weird weird names lol.

Is the picture a bit senget? My hand was shaking cos kneeling to take a picture for a long time isnt very comfy. I didnt get to take this sexy black specs to Australia so I'll compensate.. with a picture.

My tablet! Wheee!

My empty wall is now adorned with my shots from Australia and teddy bear sketches... Meh I need to sketch more.

Lately, been really addicted to this song; World's End Dance Hall. Real catchy song. I dunnu why but Miku hopping on a wheel is really cute.

2010 is endingggg.

2010-12-02T05:05:00.001-08:00

Nuuuuuu. This cannot BE! Someone wake me up from this nightmare! Sigh. Another year. I just celebrated my 18th birthday too. Shucks. A year older again.

Okay let's summarise what I've done in the past... *looks at calendar* week. Oh thank god just a week. Kay kay... It goes like this; wake up do a tiny bit of homework fool around with my tablet call someone chit chat facebook awhile eat meals play with ma dslr yay no punctuation

... Okay, maybe I did lie on the homework part but I really DID some! xD

Shoot. I just remembered I have tonnes of info I need to search up on. AH whatever. Anyway, I found a really cool site on japanese culture. I knew that figurines are really the in thing in Japan but not.. in this.... WAY. But the figurines are really well-made, I'll give you that.

So this dude, Danny Choo is a guy who sole purpose in life is to promote Japan's culture to do the world. He has his company and stuff, real cool. I mean, his workplace is cool too. Man, the money spent on the figurines alone! And they are all GIRL figurines! That sicko!

Here's the site; DANNYCHOO! ACHOO!

I went on an inspiration rampage to find some really cool artwork... Well, I stumbled upon pixiv, a real popular art site just like deviantart. The art there are really anime-ish but it's really impressive.

Have a look! Yes yes the whole thing is in japanese; PICKY PIXIE PIXIV!

Sorry about the rhyming xD Can't help it.

After reading at those post by Danny Choo, I feel like flying to Akihabara to have a look at the shops! Finally! A place where animelovers are not regarded as weird!

Yet another day

2010-11-22T01:47:00.000-08:00

Gotta keep myself together! *looks at list of homework* Oh god! Man, this is one heck of a holiday... I've been procrastinating a lot and I need to workkkkk harderrr.

Sigh. Niway. I was fooling around with my tablet and sighhhh. Decided to trace if I would ever wanted to get a good headstart. So here ya go. I need more practice! Especially on colouring.

Light Photography

2010-11-21T05:45:00.000-08:00

Today's my birthday! Happy Birthday me! :D Random fact. Scorpios are jealous people but with a great, big heart :D Oh. And they are also sexy people. MWAHAHAH. Anyway, had a blast with my family today and my friends yesterday. Basically we eat a lot of cakes. LOTS of them. MWAHAHAHA. My sis brought me to watch along to watch Harry Potter and along the way, I spotted a shop selling LED torches. I was like, heyyyy this could come handy for this light photography. And guess what?! It has three different lights to choose only at RM8.

Maybe its cheap. Oh I dunnu. It has infra red light, an indigo-blue one and a white light. Niiisuuu! Anyway, here are the best results after fooling around with it.

I took these photos in my room, lights off at night. Total darkness except my camera menu interface screen and my computer. I thought, best if I used anything other than my white wall as the background but it proved me wrong! Ah thank god my hands are not seen xD

You'll need:

1. DSLR/Any camera that has shutter speed controls function.

2. A light source that you can wave around. Anything will do!

What I did to get this effect:

1. Set your DSLR/any camera that has a shutter speed function to about... 8 seconds(8"). It's actually up to you how long you wanna wave your light source but 8 seconds is what I used.

2. Do not use flash! Else you can't capture the light trails.

3. Set your ISO to 100.

4. Have a tripod? Use it. Don't have one? Use a table. Or any means you can get to lay down your camera safely.

5. Set the timer of your camera... Click! Then rush to wave your light source in front of the camera! xDDD

6. Tadaa! Your picture is now light-some!

Here's the result of my light photography.

I feel that I just accomplished something awesome today. A step closer!

Keep drawing!

2010-11-18T09:25:00.001-08:00

Truth be told, drawing isn't really my forte. Once upon a time, my friend would draw really cute doodles and I followed the suit. I remember how tracing was my forte instead! XD God knows why but now that I think back... Both my primary and secondary school had exposed me to an artist! Both my friends love to draw! Then somehow, I got caught into it.

Then internet came. I see lots of art pieces that really captivates me! I say, WOW I wanna be like them too. I wanna express my ideas as freely as they do! So here I am, just started when I'm supposed to start years ago. Now that I got a tablet, I'm happily sketching out lots of things that I wanna express thru art. The toolbars and photoshop brushes ain't enough to express what I want! Anyway, I still got a long way to go till I mastered the art of strokes and pen pressure then the art of proportions of the human body then master the art of blending and picking colours and then free creativity.... Kill me please T_T

This hammy picture... Just something that I really wanna draw out if I got the ability to do so xD I have to refer to a real life one. Just so you know, it's really based on a real hammy. I find it hard to draw if there's nothing to refer to. Sigh I miss my hammy T_T

A picture based of Google picture search. I wanted to practice colouring and shadows so yea.

I wanted to draw mushrooms. I had a feeling that if they are not red, they ain't mushrooms! If you look closer, I gave the mushy two tones. But a pro can give it four tones and make it look natural!

This one's just random doodle. The one on the right corner is a bit crappy cos I can't be bothered anymore xD Just wanted something to fill up the space xD

Ah practice practice! The colours are killing me! Just how many tones are there to achieve the beauty of it?!

Funny enough, I feel more confident drawing with my tablet. On paper, everything seems so screwed up. Hand-eye coordination maybe?

Yay bloodshed.

2010-11-08T04:48:00.000-08:00

Yay finally! A post with words!

Okay opening statement...

I FEEL EMPTY.

So liek, you go to school, study your arse off, go home and study somemore... Occasionally Facebook and stuff before you go to bed which then again, resettttto!

Hontouni iimi ga nai wa, watashi no lifeee imama de.

Ahhh I gotta bring back my study hard mode! If and only if those teachers would just stop blocking my path to study carnageeeee. Homework homework and extra work. Screw them.

Well, there's this quit school thing bugging me too. I admit, it's the I hate school bug that always come and have fun right before November. Well, I gave it quite a lot of thought too ya knowwww. I have a brain and I am not blonde! ...

Okay that was mean XD

Now I wish our teachers are all blondies. Mehehehehe.

Stay or don't stay? .... You know what? I couldn't give a damn to these stuff nowadays. Meh, busy busy hallucin- errrr I mean, daydreaming. I don't smoke weeds... Seriously, I don't. Now don't give me that look iOi.

Sure, being a matured person is all about acting matured~ But is there a need to ACT matured? Man, dumbasses aplenty in SMI. Beware. Someone should sticky a note or hang a big big board at the school front; BEWARE DUMBASSES AFOOT. ENTER WITH CAUTION. FOR SAFETY REASONS, WEAR EARPLUGS! AND BRAIN SENSORS GOGGLES! Cos just looking at the heat sensors would point out who to avoid. And that would mean almost everybody! Hmph!

I'm in a meanie mood. Do not aggravate me!

Oh yes, nowadays I can't be bothered about homework. AH kill me. I don't understand a single thing about Functions. Carbo-what- acid? Seriously, they just fueled my passion of hating the school and leaving it immediately. I miss SMC ): I don't feel like studying. I just studied for like, 13 years already. Give me a break!

Then again, college is a money-waster if you don't know where you are going. Money may make the world go round and round but nothing can stop me on my path to ma dreammmmmm! Cos going straight is easier than going round and rounddddd! Common sense duh!

You know, I realise some people like to think. And they think that it's really really cool to think and show people that they, are actually, in reality, great people that even bothered to use most part of their brains to think. But then again, you gotta wonder, whether they even bothered to think why on earth are they thinking in the first place.

Hm. I wonder. I guess people who think are smarter than most people... I think.

Then there's another breed of homo sapiens who claims that they observe people as a hobby. Funny. Come on, observe me. Well, what can you make of it other than the fact that I am staring back at you waiting for an answer?! Why don't you observe yourself first before making stupid claims?! Gaah! Hypocrites.

That's right! I'm in a bad mood! I don't feel like doing anything but criticise! Which I find myself rather good at! Hmph!

Argh. Study mood, where thou art be? I feel like taking up my fav Ak-47 and start random shooting. Unlimited ammo baby! And I'll most certain aim for the one at the back followed by the one at the foremost front... Hmph!

Boo ya.

2010-11-02T18:52:00.000-07:00

My first time using a tablet! Please dun kill me! Ah colours, thou art so hard to understand.

I love prinnies, dood.

Happy Birthday to meow AKA Sook Yeen! Wow only a few more 17 year olds left in the class!

:P Feeling peachy.

2010-10-26T04:23:00.000-07:00

It's gonna be Halloween soon! And a certain someone's birthday too! Heh. Wonder what's in store tomorrow :PPPP

I mean, seriously. Guhahaha!

Fluffy. No no, not Luffy!

2010-10-24T06:37:00.000-07:00

I've been through shit the past few days. Thank God I survived! Anyway, I wanted to do something with vectors only and I was in a cutesy mode and I kinda made this. AAAAHHH please don thumbs me down me only an amateur.....! Yay .png format!

Tabi o zuzuki.

2010-10-16T06:46:00.000-07:00

Otokko tachi wa bakarashi no mingen ne.

Kantan no mondai wa motto motto oki mittai desu.

Kimi tachi meh wa iru desho?

Motto mitte kudasai!

... Ora. Kantan desho? Watashi hontou ni wakara nai wa... Nande ottokko wa mienai... Ano sugokku dekai no michi. Baka kah?

Watashi mo dekiru. Nande kimitachi wa dekinai? Meh wah samasei kono bakayaro! Watashi no buroggu wa namai wa imi ga aru. Ano taiterru jyodan ja naiwayooooo! Ikkoooooooooo Emu en emu no tabi!

Iyaaaa~ Watashi suge ne. Bohahahah. Watashi no ashi wa chanto ubokki dakara. Tabi wo zuzuki, ipo kara hajime. Sono kara, mada zuzuki yo... Soshite, yume ni wa tochaku! Ato kara te, sugoku oki no koe te shuoutto.... BANZAIIIII!

Written with minimal Japanese knowledge. I know, some of them may be wrong in a grammatical sense but do I care? No. You give a damn? Well, I don't. The meaning kinda got wayward a bit but you'll get what I mean if you really understand nihon-go. I wrote this with romaji cos even if you spelt it wrong, it's still consider right in a sense. Therefore, stop spamming the comments on correcting it. It's seriously not appreciated.

Gracias.

HAHAHA.

2010-10-13T20:06:00.000-07:00

Hey guys. Been awhile since I last posted.

School's been a drag.

Exams are coming.

I only photoshopped once in months.

Anyway, I met a guy using illustrator in Tesco. Had a chat with him. He used up Rm7k to learn those softwares... Only a few softwares such as Photoshop, Illustrator, Dreamweaver and stuff and yet he never bothered learning the basics of art... I went okkkkkay... So the best you can do is using the preset tools and do something with it. I was a little bit disappointed but he still had skills. Clearly something from experience of 7 years. And lol, when I was asking him some questions, he happily answered me. Dunnu whether its my cuteness or the enthusiasm to show off larhhh hahaha.

Nico Nico!

2010-09-24T02:34:00.000-07:00

Did a Nico Robin Wallpaper. Too simple? Naaaah. My brain all mushed up to do something complex.... for now. Maybe I just replayed Bad Apple Touhou too many times. HAHAHA.

To download: Click here. Anyway, the deviantart link to my account is just at the upper right of the page.

Photoshop Brushes. You know you love them.

2010-09-21T03:56:00.000-07:00

Brushes do wonders, especially for people who simply doesnt have a tablet or people who just loves to use brushes for professional-like designs... Even though the user is a total amateur. Yes yes I'm talking about myself lol. During the days where I was still a young un in photoshop, I fooled around during class and fell in love with the beauty of the fonts and brushes!

They do wonders like, seriously! All that's left to do is to rearrange the elements.

Oh yes, adding texture is also a great way for a better result. I uploaded lots of my old work from my beginner's skill photoshoping. Ahahaha design is one thing, editing is a another thing. I always screw up my photo editing ): So you wont see any pictures of photo editing bwahahaha.

I saw something like this in the internet so I thought, let's do something like this! It was random when I made this, I was like, this should go here and that there~ Then lets try this... I wonder if it works... Voila it does! I mean the edges of the tilted frame :D

The ex-blog banner of my blog. I wanted to try something real for once. When I open up photoshop, instead of thinking things through or drawing up a draft, I tend to just use ma brain. Drafting never works for me. Inspiration only comes when I do some googling and staring(at the blank canvas of photoshop.) LOL.

Made with a tutorial to make that awesome sexy wording. Whats it called again... Ah who cares.

Not a really nice piece is it... Made in accordance with the rules mentioned. Designing with rules to follow kills ):

I wanted to make a space-earth wallpaper. SO yea, the clock is made with photoshop. No meaning, really. Just to remind me to stop facebooking too much xD

My teacher asked us to design a card for Chinese New Year so here ya go. Okay, this one took me ages to make it feel right cos I wasnt used to photoshop back then.

Made with another online tutorial. Also, took me ages to make it feel right with the splashes and my picture ): But the end product is good :D

Busy me, empty blog ):

2010-09-20T01:15:00.000-07:00

Yes yes... As the above mentioned, busy me, empty blog. Can't helpppp it. People are so happily enjoying pursuing their dream~ I'm still stuck in Form 6 drawing a simple table on a mahjong paper -.- L.O.L.

Anyway, inspiration came by hard. I rarely use photoshop now, more on photography now. But at least my logic brain section is expanding. Somehow -3-

Niway, idiots cannot be trusted, especially men. They switch from one to another and once done with you, they'll discard you completely. Not like I care cos these people are not worth it F3.

STFU people.

Niway, see that cbox at the right of the page?

-Your blogskin is good!

Look above the statement. It also says, "Your blog is very nice." What the hell? Go get your own original quote!

Clearly, every visitor are either really just complimenting my blog posts or just click and type a message to leave a link for me to visit without bothering to read my blog. Afterall, they saw some people spamming links so why not spam somemore? -.-

Anyway, nowadays I'm realllly into Pokemon Black and White. Its a Pokemon game in every aspect, but it feels refreshing. For the first time ever after years playing Pokemon games, I'm at lost as to what Pokemon should I pick for my party, what's gonna happen next and what type of Pokemon they are... Its hard to battle if you do not know its type. Hard to do matchups=higher percentage of losing the battle, expecially with higher level Pokemon as your opponent.

Besides, Gyms mostly post what types they are using right? The game is in japanese so I mostly rush headlong... But by doing battle with the gym trainers, it should be easy to gauge their type and level. However, the most funny thing is... The Gym Leader no longer uses the same type genre Pokemon anymore!

Erm... How do I say this... So the Gym uses bug pokemon. However, they also uses any Pokemon that is modeled after a bug. Pretty neat eh? So Gyms are much more harder to battle too now. Other than that, in the beginning of the game, much more types of Pokemon are available for capture, not only normal type or flying type. But the stats are so terrible, its sooooo hard just to train them evenly.

Gah you know what? I'll just wait for the English version next year ):

Random realization: Final Fantasy music's don't sound the same without the epic choir ):

Maybe I'll post something from Photoshop once I'm done with my work :P

A gentlemen never fails to update one's blog.

2010-09-15T02:50:00.000-07:00

I've been playing Professor Layton and The Unwound Future for like, 2 days and I manage to beat the game. Phew! The puzzles send my head spinning back and forth! Well, part of it DO lies in the wording of the instructions. Very confusing. Nuh uh.

The music's been refined and they changed the puzzle music to something I don't mind listening for the next few hours cracking my head at a puzzle. Ahhh~ The good ol' days of poking at maps for hint coins. Ahhhh~ The good ol' times of cracking a puzzle without any hint for hours and hours.

Overall, the gameplay's been refined. A longer story with added anime cutscenes, refreshing music andddd as usual, captivating story plot.

And guess what! This time we get to see Layton without his hat.

Aha aha haaaaa....

PleaseputonyourhatbackProfessor -.- You look better with it.

We also get to see the Professor's lover. I was liek, okkkkaaaay. So he's already taken ): Pffft XD

Ah well. At any rate, the ending was nicely done and I went Awww, even Layton is not very gentleman as he seems.

FotoPost II

2010-09-12T20:24:00.000-07:00

Okay. So I woke up early in the morning just to practice my shots. Its hard to get a good picture of moving objects -.- So whatever! I'll take a picture of myself instead! XD

One of the Four Maidens.

I wonder if those ugly dots on the leaves are its seed pores? Bleah. Ex-Bio student; FAIL.

I realise my hands look real stub. Gah whatever. Yup yup ^^ Tied two ponytails!

FotoPost.

2010-09-10T20:44:00.000-07:00

Guess what? My family finally purchased a DSLR! Dee Super Lock-on cameRa! The price is really delicious :P and it's really easy to use as well. All the buttons and the settings are preset-ed for beginners, making it really easy to use at the nick of the time. Ya know, gan jiong that time just push to auto and click click click lol. >> quote coming from a noob XD

Some of the pictures I took with Canon EOS-1000D. The pictures come out real nice and vivid. Mmm. Worth the money! XD HAHAHA!

Ironically, this little pup toy looks exactly like my real one!

Money tree at my house.

My house have a lot of ferns, trees and weeds. But not flowers ):

Well, excuse me for all the pictures being trees/leaves -3-

Old grandpa clock. You need to rewind it a lot of times to get it moving -.-

Never knew my house has so many clocks.

Wine glasses :) If zoom in somemore can see lots of dust on it lol.

And it gets bigger and bigger...

Yay.

2010-09-10T01:10:00.001-07:00

The er.... X Day of The Two Week Holiday.

If there's no school, I won't bother to keep track of the date. LOLXD.

Life is awesome! Maybe I should revamp the whole blog. But I'm quite busy relaxing and stuff. Besides, I got so much of homework and they demand 100% perfection. Else, the teachers will spell D-O-O-M for ya. So in order for them to spell G-O-O-D J-O-B, which is rather hard for them to spell/reformatted in their dictionary every time they enter LSS3/to come by these days, work work work. FML LOL.

But still, I admit I procrastinate a lot nowadays. Meh. Already ingrained into ma soul since... Form 4? Bwahahaha. And proud of it.

AHEM.

Anyway, life is really good! (love love love) If only everyday is just like this one, the world would probably be a much more peaceful place and less rainy days XD Ohh yea I just love to sing nowadays.

Been a Hatsune Miku psycho nowadays. And Kingdom Hearts Birth By Sleep. And soon, Golden Sun Dark Dawn, Rune Factory 3~ Argh If I name every game I'm expecting to love/waste time grinding/solving puzzles/farming lol, it would take pages Dx Oops.

And damnnnn. When will One Piece be serialised back?! I had enough of Bleach already! Why won't Aizen DIEEEEEE?! Why won't Ichigo stop getting power-ups?! Why won't Bleach gets cancelled instead?!

Why can't we have a holiday for Moon Cake Festival?!

WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.

Bye bye candles and lanterns ):

IOI-less

2010-09-06T04:22:00.000-07:00

X(Shit happens when you are being random):

Black Rock Shooter?

2010-09-01T23:21:00.000-07:00

Er.... Black Rock.... wuvaaaat? NO wait. I should be pretty much used to Japanese giving awkward yet nice sounding names in English. I was in a Miku Hatsune mood lately. Was youtubing and I saw this particular vid... Black Rock Shooter? Turns out that the vid inspired an anime. I was liek, okay. *googles for the anime*

Heyyyy pretty good art and animation. But still blur on the plot. Anyways, what attracted me the most is the artttt! Nice concepttt. The concept black rock shooter is from this guy, "huke". He has a deviantart account and darn. Awesome grunge art!

Still blur on what or who is Miku Hatsune? Click HERE.

What about Black Rock Shooter? Click HERE.

huke's deviantart account? Well, he do have his own site and everything but it's in japanese. Like you, I have no idea what's in there or what's it saying so yea. Deviantart would do lol. Click HERE.

Revival: Coming Soon.

2010-09-01T04:55:00.000-07:00

My blog is so dead nowadays.

Niway, I found so mucccch inspiration/someone to look up to/chase afta in deviantart!

Watashi ganbari masu!

So liek, next week will be holidays(AGAIN.)

I love you Malaysia.

Expect some sort of design from me :D I found some things I wanna try out. For now, studyyyyy AKA homeworkkkkk.

Aaaah. Hard to off facebook. LOL.

Seriously.

2010-08-22T05:24:00.000-07:00

My blog became blackish-brown and it stinks of bookworm fetishness. Heh. Sorry about that folks! I was randomly clicking around the tools tab for some ideas bla bla then came out the finallllll product; the blog banner. I was like, okay. So yeaaaa. The whole blog changed to suit it.

Anyway, I havent finish ma homework!!!

2010-08-21T17:24:00.001-07:00

No more potato couch! Gonna find some work to do.

Something about me. I'm serious.

2010-08-19T06:01:00.000-07:00

So those following my blog... has been flooded with designs, photography and editing by me. So liek, this is something about me once in awhile.

Got back my test results! Only chemistry though, mind you. Barely passed. Well, yea. Pretty good for someone who rarely studies... I dunnu about Maths though. IT... I know for sure AT LEAST wont fail. Hopefully. Bleah.

Hmmm. Other than exams, what else... Emotionally I'm okay~ Dunnu about those friends of mine though. Sometimes, I really wanna slap some common sense into them. Keep it down till after STPM okay?! I have a dream to catch up to! Let's see how long you guys last meheheh.

Anyway, I think I should seriously work! Time to move those muscles an extra mile.

Bleah tmr got tuition and mummy is not free to eat with me! Boo hoo hoo! T_T 6 Form Council you meanie!

Chrome: Poison Mist

2010-08-19T01:15:00.000-07:00

The Katekyo Hitman Reborn! fetishness strikes again! I admit, I simply can't resist men in black suit. Anyway, here's a picture of Chrome. Yes yes she's a girl in a black suit :P She needs moar loveeee! I need more screen/panel time of Chromeeee!

Photo Editing

2010-08-16T06:46:00.000-07:00

Since when was the last time I edited a photo.... I took this photo at home :D Yup those angel figurines are from... Rome? Well, I don't know~ Sis bought it during her University life. Took this photo with my Nokia handphone on the piano. One of the reasons why the background is black... Can't be bothered to edit the background. I edited the angels cos it looks terrible with no editing ): Hehe. Kinda come out nice eh?

OSSU!

2010-08-14T07:06:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, we fall and we find it hard to stand back up. So what will you do in this situation? Stay still or mull over the consequences of your actions? Or fight back the weight on your shoulders and stand back up? No matter what, we must push ourselves so we'll never look back and never ever look down! Ossu!

I love you guys.

2010-08-13T09:43:00.000-07:00

Nuff said.

Ciel-kun!

2010-08-11T23:00:00.000-07:00

Exams are here.

Doomsday is here.

Might as well slit my wrist or hang myself for a more literal analog... ):

Meh anyway. Was on a Kuroshitsuji fetishness lately xD Kyaaaa Sebastian-sama! xD Anyway, was googling for some raw images of my hawt Sebas-kun but found Ciel instead. I seriously can't resist re-editing it to be a wallpaper! Simple and nice. Bwahahaha. Ciel-kun~

Yes yes he's a guy.

Dear Fantasies...

2010-08-10T21:07:00.000-07:00

How I wish the world is filled with chocolate. Everyday we have nothing but chocolate-themed delicacies. And and...! We will never ever be fat xD Now that's one ideal world for me!

How I wish that the world never ever invented money. Well, maybe our world would become real lazy and all but... Let's just say the world never ever invented money and is still as fine as it is! Then people won't be stealing... People wont be hungry~ Stuff like that.

How I wish that life is just linear. Problems then will be easy to detect and solve since we do not need to.... Uh nvm. Maybe its a bad world to be in. Since you will see me as a straight person, not a complex, sexy person! xD

How I wish that... Hm. How I wish tha.... Hm. How I wish.... Hm.

!!!!!

Oh yea. I mean, a world where memory is as strong as a bull. Something like that....

How I wish that... Hm. How.... Hm.

Anyway, how I wish that the world is kind, loving and stuff. What a kind and beautiful world this would be! :DDDD Btw, I'm a kind person. I certainly do not step on insects all the time... No no no... Oooohhh! A mini spider! *stamp!* Oops xD.

Bla bla bla.

2010-08-09T19:00:00.000-07:00

Been awhile since I last post. SO heeeeeyyyy how are you guys?! Been busy with attending courses. Earning koko marks. And yada yada. Exam's around the corner! Oops. I mean, a monthly TEST is coming soon~~~~~~ Bleah. Help. Halp. HELLLLp. I suck at Maths. IT was fun but answering questions without beta testing it with the compiler? Oh sh*t.

Chemistry... Aih. *facepalms and headbangs.*

Its been awhile since I last photoshop T_T Mamaaaaaaaa.

Something abnormal!

2010-07-31T07:02:00.000-07:00

Something hot! Something mindblowing! Shocking revelation!

I.... actually did my Chemistry homework depending solely on ma brain!

L.O.L.

Hey I'm serious! Well, I did not look at her notes cos its incomplete and seriously, never liked reading paper notes. Books are okay. No idea why... Maybe I'm just biased xD But I didnt do question 4... Bah. Just copy from someone bah. Bwahaha. The ingenuity of Malaysian students!

Anyway, seriously. What's with people saying I'm famous. WTH. How did a passerby in SMI know my name?! Even those ppl in UTAR know le! WTH?! Oh gawdddd. Awkward wei.

Was chatting with Yoon's friends in facebook. I went O_O when I saw my name pop up from a guy I dunt know. Good lord...! What have you done Yoon?!

Its a marathon la. Sprint race wor. Crazy!

2010-07-29T07:49:00.000-07:00

Been awhile since I blogged something about me. Let's seeeee... I posted in my MSN, "My world used to be linear but guys made it 3D."

You know why? It's not something good yea know. But that's just what I think. If only all men would have a little shred of delicacy... Maybe ma 3D world won't be that bad afterall! Gah. Men. Pshaw.

Anyway, life has been a total disaster. And I mean, Ya rly! I dont understand Chemistry at all. More revision is needed. If you would just give me a few more examples I would understand it okay. But seriously, the teachers are moving too fast for my pace ): 'Cherrrr! This is not a 100m sprint race! This is a looooong looooong marathon!

Besides, I suck at sports. Aint a healthy young lady. Meh.

Annnnyyyyway~ Things have been a-okay lately. HAHA. Okaaaaay~.... Period. End of post. Bed for now. Nights!

Abstract

2010-07-28T04:43:00.000-07:00

Been wanting to try out the brushes that uses lighting effects to create a slick effect. It's seriously amazing what we can do to spazz up a design with just... lighting! Ever played FF13? You see how awesome those sceneries are? About 50% of it are due to the awesome lighting that made it feels so alive! Still amateur at it. Bla bla. Comment please!

Grow up foo!

2010-07-27T03:45:00.001-07:00

Things have been quite hectic lately. It's like there's plenty of time for school but none for us ): It should be the other way around! Damn. I better recollect myself and chaaaaarge forward! Before that, some planning and stuff. Just like how my SPM days were... 'Cept that now I'm a lazy bug who refuse to do anything but eat sleep shit. Ah those days where studies were a breeze~ A simple calculation is all you need to do to get a full mark~ Aaaah~ xD

But growing up is a mandatory thing to do. Uh... No waitttttt.... We get to choose right? Um okay then. I choose to grow up and stay young and vibrant always! Tee hee!

One Piece

2010-07-25T02:18:00.000-07:00

Once again, another wallpaper. I want to try putting all the strawhats into one... But the colour's gonna clash and it looks... very disorganized. Like, lots of stuff put together to form some sort of artwork. Not very nice now is it despite making it only a few warm colours. I like things simple and tidy. At least you can make out heads and tails out of it, easy for people to see. Hmmmm...

To download this: Ma deviantart account!

Fruits Basket Wallpaper

2010-07-24T02:05:00.000-07:00

Not my very best but I was at a "whatever" mood when I made this. I was re-reading the manga and I went awwww I need to make a wallpaper! The story is sooo sweet. I literally cried at the ending. I wanted to make a sweet wallpaper. One that would make you smile. So I grabbed these pictures from the Cat Fan Book and yeaaaaa. First thing you saw is Tohru's big big smile. Made you smile right? xD

To download the wallpaper 1024x768: Ma Deviantart account!

Keep going!

2010-07-17T21:03:00.000-07:00

Let's see... I was once a toddler walking down a narrow path. On and on I walked... Once in awhile I ran. Then, I paused to catch my breath before walking again... During the walk, I met lots of obstacles. Big, wide stairs. Ginormous potholes. Okay so like, I tried climbing the stairs but I kept falling. I was not a great athlete you see. Sports are not my main strength. Orrr whatever you wanna phrase this sentence. Meh my English skills got rusty.

But still, I need to get past those stairs or else I can't continue walking. So SOMEHOW, I managed to get past those stairs. Then next up, as I walk down the narrow path, a big hole appeared! Of course, I didn't notice it and doooooown I fell. At first, I stayed where I was. I was certain that I can't climb out.

But I need to move forward. SOMEHOW. So again and again I tried climbing out with all the strength I can muster. Phew! I'm finally out! Then again I continue down the path...

As I move on, the path go wider and wider till I reached a junction! Gaaaah. Decisions. How annoying. But I need to keep going. So I took my time to pick on out and move on. Soooo. Let's see. Let's say I take the left one. I thought, oh well. I can come back later. So I keep going.... On and on till I can't see the junction anymore. But oh sh*t! The path is a one way path! I can't turn back!

But still, I need to keep going. So on and on I walked. I got bored of my speed so I ran. It felt great! ...Oh? Is it me or has the path got wider than before? It's connected to more other junctions too. Oooh I can't pick the junctions somehow... Cos its not my path. It's someone else's path. Wow it seems like the more I move forward, the more junctions my path connects. Interesting.

As my path goes on, more junctions are connected. More things are coming in. More obstacles stand put in my path! I saw so much billboards LOL. Some misleading. Some are lame. And some may have been the one molding my path. And the obstacles kept coming...

What is this? I leveled up? So the obstacles became much more harder? But what else can you do other than keep moving forward... Gah.

Hm. Funny. Now that I walked so far... My path became much more colourful based on which path I chose... Wow it's even half red carpet-ed already xD Wow even the Me now has grown physically and mentally. Aha! Happy happy :D But I have a looooong way to go. A loooong path that has yet to end. What's coming up next? Is this path gonna stop somewhere? No idea. Oh well. What to do...

Let's just keep going :D

"Path" by *Dark_Remorse@deviantart.com

School is...

2010-07-16T06:29:00.000-07:00

...really something. And no, I mean SMI. You have bastards, jerks and weirdoes... What next? I haven't seen any gangsters around yet but hopefully, I won't EVER see one. Guys are jerks. Like, seriously. Anyway, busy busy! :D Off to my reading world! :DD happy happy!

New Look

2010-07-14T00:51:00.000-07:00

Mmm. I love refined old english style. Kay, so like, I made a banner and changed the blogskin hoping it would go together. Not bad, if I can say so myself! Gaah! The only thing that annoys me is the width for the left sidebar.

Oh shittt.... I should go study up.... I'm still blur on Chemistry. Despite re-reading it, I still don't understand! Then I.T. is probably the most happiest subject eva. Maths? Aih please don't mention the word! PA? Okay la kinda interesting. Cos I love facts and they uses common sense unlike Chemistry and Maths where your everyday common sense doesn't apply there. MUET? O Mr Rajen please do teachhhhh...!

Kay kay I used up too much time idling when I skipped school. Time to recollect my senses and push forward.... AGAIN. Sigh. Someone should invent Health Potions or Hi-Potions for students. And Phoenix Down ):

Stop! Pause! HALT!

2010-07-12T05:31:00.000-07:00

Like, seriously. Why did I join the Form 6 course again? Work keeps piling up and time never waits. I can't even stop to catch my breath! Literally!

Let's see... I woke up at 6, get ready by 6.50 and reaches at 7. And then.... Continuous learning till 1pm before speeding off to tuition in 2 hours. Tuitions for about 3-4 hours, reaches home at 8 and then... homework till 9pm or 10.... Relax time? Mana ada la. Got to sleep already or else tomorrow gonna get whacked for sleeping in class. We Form 6 also have to stayback till 3pm or 5pm at certain days... Some students also have extra responsibility! Sometimes its a wonder how we manage to survive all that extra, unnecessary burden. If there is one thing that the government have to scrap, its the exam-orientated syllabus, not UPSR or PMR!

Ah tolong! I wanna fool around with photoshop also cannot. Ish. I hate you Form 6 life. Give back my carefree life.

"I'm hotter than you" - Jacob.

2010-07-11T06:40:00.000-07:00

Hm yes indeed. Eclipse is a movie where most of the scenes makes all the girls go gaga... And that includes me XD Oh dear.

Well, today went to watch a movie with sis. She said I was noisy during the movie. Well, can't help it mah bwahaha.

Sogeking

2010-07-09T07:10:00.000-07:00

The awaited Usopp wallpaper is here! Well, I didnt use the Strong World's one cos this one is much more better. Pose and all~ Grunge? Yellow? Here ya go. Its still yellow kay. I put the background colour as yellow! xD Do visit my deviantart account for the download!

Click here for download.

Sorry, ain't Usopp.

2010-07-09T05:03:00.001-07:00

Something I made for the club. I seriously think that it could be improved. Hmm.... I tried to make it simple cos the main focus of the design is Donnie Yen and the posts... Hm. Bah. I feel amateurish. This could be better.... Where has my originality gone to?!

I wanna this... I wanna that...

2010-07-09T04:34:00.000-07:00

I wanna go back to Form 3 where studying for PMR is a breeze and requires only memory!

I wanna go back to Form 1 where coming to school was equivalent to having a great time with friends!

I wanna go back to the time where I received a good result for UPSR... My parents treat me super well on that day :D

Sadly, ONLY that day...

I wanna go back to the time where I found passion for designing cos my designs is soooo not original nowadays...

I wanna go back to the time where my waist is only 24cm!

I wanna go back to the time where friends are REALLY friends.

Kids mah aiyo. We fight a little then easily get back together.

Btw, I never fought with anyone before cos of my sweet temperament :D

Uh... Did I spelt that right?

I wanna go back to the time where maths is only 1+1.

I wanna go back to the time where Miss Susan teaches me English ): I miss you Miss Susan!

Anyway, I certainly don't wanna go back to the time where I have no friends at all... I was lonely kay. Sitting in a corner all alone with no one to talk too... I don't wanna go back to the time where studying was all that matters to me. And I certainly don't wanna go back to the time where there's no gaming platform or internet for me :D

Well, life is so great now. My previous lifestyle was so terrible and so.... wrong. Everything went haywire. It was crazy, I tell you. No matter how much I try NOT to do it, it STILL happens. To tell the truth, I wasn't regretting walking forward. I don't wanna go back. I wanna keep moving forward and be a strong willed woman. Free and not chained down. I wanna be someone that does not fear or cower behind someone's shadow... Ah well. In certain situations you just gotta do that xD Let the men do all the dirty work! Mehehehe.

Ahem. Anyway, that's my dream and hell, I'm not gonna stop just because you ask me too. My dream is to be a designer! :DDD Oh God please make it come true!

Dear Diary...

2010-07-07T03:03:00.000-07:00

Start.

Woke up.

Slept.

Woke up.

Rush hour.

School.

Study.

IT.

Facebook.

Programming.

Facebook.

Blog.

Facebook.

Programming.

Eat.

Change.

Wushu.

Leg pain.

Meeting.

Discussing.

Home.

Dinner.

Facebook.

Blogging.

End.

What I think of you.

2010-07-06T00:26:00.000-07:00

Like, seriously. You refuse to take a picture because it is not your style? Grow up bostards. I can't believe some guys. Geez.

-I refuse to enter flower arrangement cos it's not ME!

Oooh. Which part? The girly one or your creativity one? Or are you just making up lame excuse not to enter?

Okay okay people. The world aint as rosy as you think. Ever heard of DUTY? Ever heard of RESPONSIBILITY? Seriously, some SMI people are so easy going that if SMI is the Cabinet of Malaysia... Fuhyoh you all know la.

I can't believe some people. You guys refuse to take photos on what the public wants cos its not your style? Eh come on la. When you work as photographer/graphic designer/architect, you must listen to what your client wants. If you just do as you please... you'll get a slap from your client like, literally. So why can't you just shoot your photos like how you would and satisfy your cient at the same time?!!!! GAHHHH! STFU ppl.

Bleah. Already got an idea for an Usopp wallpaper. But have no idea how it would look like in the end. Funny how you got an idea, sketch it out but look totally different from how it was supposed to be. Meh bye guys. Have a nice day.... Bleah bleah.

PS: I'm pretty sure some people click on this cos of the title hahaha. Sorry foo the title and the contents is not what you think it is! :D

I can faint at any moment now...

2010-07-05T05:10:00.000-07:00

So like, real busy. The amount of paper that we used for the last 3/2 months are piling up! And those are just Maths work! Gah! I need a bigger file. And moar! Then we have photography duty. Not to say I don't like it or anything... Just that it's rather tiring and I'm actually skipping class. Na I love taking photos but skipping classes has its disadvantages.

I'm having a lot of fun actually. I mean, for NOW.... I wanted to design a Usopp poster... T_T Then I have Wushu poster to deal with too T_T Then I realise I must rearrange my notes T_T... Then I just remembered I have to catch up with my IT notes T_T... Then I remember I have to manage the club or else, who would? Arghhhhh...

Wan Pisu

2010-07-02T06:50:00.000-07:00

I realised that I rarely use real people and objects in my designs... Most of the things I create are mostly... designs. I think I should try out different things to edit now, rather than just designing. Seriously, I need to learn how to use the mask and lighting. I was told to make a Wushu exco board but nah... Tomorrow la. Now very sleepy thanks to FFX music... Ah when I was playing the game, the music felt soothing and sorrowful ): Funny how music can have such a strong impact on us.

I designed a Zoro wallpaper awhile ago. I didnt had the chance to upload cos of the crappy internet connection... And I also made a random one. Oh! I also uploaded a Nami one. I made two but I'll just upload one... I got a deviantart account if ayone's interested to download it. I thought of making an Usopp next cos he joined the crew next after Nami. Then later on, it will be Sanji but... I'll see what I can do. I'll edit if I have the time and inspiration xD

Bleah. Okay la. Realised that this picture is not centered properly. Oh nvm~

Anyway, this week's been a hectic one. Gotta have a meeting for the Ping Pong club... Have photography duties and homework have been a unrelenting one. It never seems to give up on piling itself! AAAAH! Who the f**k created the concept of HOMEWORK?!

Anyway, my deviantart account: click here.

iReply.

2010-06-29T05:02:00.000-07:00

So Nat actually took the trouble to type a super long post in her blog so I decided to name the title, iReply :D Seriously, you know how short her blog posts usually be right? HAHAHA!

Anyway, Nat finally got transferred to an art class... I knew it's bound to happen anyway. So I was preparing for the worst and all... I felt really sad when they say you get to be in LSA1... I was a little happy for you and all... But still, you can't help but feel a little sad knowing that the seat next to you will be empty for the next 1 and a half year... I mean, it's just not the same without Nat in the class crapping during lessons and drawing stuff during Chemistry class. Seriously, I feel like breaking down on the spot... It's so hard holding back the tears and all. Now, the whole row is empty except for me and Sharmila. Not like the boys can come up and sit with us right? LOL.

School is now a dreary place and not worth looking forward to ): Even though I still do go crazy, but its not the same without Nat... Everyone is just so... QUIET and TAME and all. Bleah. No fun! They probably thought it aint cool to go nuts once in awhile...

Life is cruel. We just got to know each other for 2 months and already we are separated. To tell the truth, I'm still surprised that the letter got to you 1 week late. Seriously, never underestimate the power of prayers. Like, seriously Nat. At least you got what you want...

Well, do hope you are happy in your class and all... Sobs. Why is all my friends leaving me?!!

Nat!! I miss you!! The class is so... QUIET without us bla bla bla in it ): Wish you could come back ): WAAAAAH!

*goes off to empty the bucket of tears*