... We gotta study! It's hit me. Gotta hit the books and this time, hit it hard. Preferably with a full headbutt or with an accompaniment of a rocket blaster from Batman's mobile. ZOOOOM.
School's okay lately. Hopefully it stays that way. But whenever I say this, something happens again. Meh. It's frustrating to see someone climbing up higher and you are still moving at 20km per hour. Hehe you know how irritating it is to drive at that speed right?
Well, sure I know everyone's got their weakness and strengths but what's mine? Even if you have a good advantage, someone's just going to much, much better than you. There's always someone there, blocking your advances. And there's always that nagging feeling. That very feeling that you are scared to proceed, to work harder, to overachieve the blockade that kept pulling you down. Sure, you pull yourself right back up after lots of procrastination but you get pulled down again by the very same thing.
It's frustrating, isn't it? You gotta be strong to survive out there. No one's perfect, everyone's gotta have faults. Without a doubt, everyone met a few fear factor in life that prevents them from moving on. Be it that lack of self confidence, that tiny speck of courage missing or just being a teensy coward... That pulling-you-down factor; it's there!
So what do we do? Muster up your courage? A plain and effective plan, but how long can you last? Can you persevere against these trials in life?
What do you do? I'm sure that everyone either gives up straight away or keep pushing on despite the odds. To me, I think, the very best source of strength to move on (and the most taken path, duh.) would be your friends. Or your family, your call :)
Dear friends,
You don't have to be in my situation to understand me.
You don't have to be smart or talented to help me.(It's a plus if you ARE one... xD)
You don't have to be like, fricking rich or anything. (For matters regarding your financial problems. The world out there is harsh...)
You just gotta BE THERE WITH ME. It's reassuring to just look to your side and see a familiar face with ya... Your presence there gave me strength!
So Sui Ann, do cheer up! Friends are meant to be linked forever, even if they loses contact or simply fails to send a telepathical message! If they don't, then it's time to move on cos the future has more plans for you. It's never the end until you say so. Afterall, even if you say "It's the end! AHHHH!" you are still alive. There's still tomorrow. As long as there's tomorrow, there's hope.
.... Okay that sounds cheesy. Heeeee. But it's the truth. Do you prefer to wallow in your sadness when you can brush it off (I know it takes time but...) and live your life?! I'm here Sui :) Ya not alone... There's still bacterias all around you. (Quote taken from Mr Lau.)
And EMILIA VONGOLA! So long never talk to me! Where are you?!
Did this beat Nicholas's word count? I don't think so LOL.
